I'm having a bad time today. This is the first time I'm having downswings at Pokerstars and Mansion poker at the same time. That's the reason why i come up with the conclusion that: I'm playing bad poker!!!!
As for now till next week(at least till Wednesday I'll spend all of my time reading the strategies, watching the videos and attending to coaching). I'll allow myself one MTT per day, at the end of the day to apply what I've learned. I'll also sit at one FL table if the learning was mostly about FL strategies.
I think that this will last till the end of next week. I'll also give at least 1/3 of my time to learning the fallowing days.
I actually find my biggest Leak. I rush big time when it comes to building a bankroll. Everytime my bankroll hit 200$ or more I tend to want more by going against BRM. The other Problem is that I lay back, saying: "well even if I lose those 2$, I have 200$left :).
And when I dig a big hole in my bankroll, I start overreacting, tilting, playing more loose and obviously tilting more... finally I find myself in a nasty situation.
My interest to other people's downswings made me think deep about my own. And I'm very willing to fix it. I want to be a GREAT player. And I know that I have that chance. I want to be those kind of guys that went on to win a tournament 1 of 3times. And reach the final table the other 2times. I know it will be VERY hard but a final table finish in 1 of 5 tourneys will be the first step. plus a tournament win in 1 of 2 times I reach the final table.
Concerning the FL, I just wanna reach FL 1/2 (need=600$ for that). We'll see from there.
Wish me luck ... I have a long long way to go!!!


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