Getting a little owned lately but not worried a bit
It's super awesome I've made it this far and hopefully will keep goin till the end! NL10k isn't gonna move to me itself so hard work has to be done. There's absolutely nothing that can stop me.
It's not even that much about the money now I don't think, it's just for competition mostly. I don't think there's gonna be a big difference happyness wise between making 200k or 2mil a year. It's just that if keep being average and making roughly the same $ every year it would get boring and I'd lose motivation to keep going. But playing at the higher and higher and at the top will definitely be more exciting especially when you have some railbirds etcetc
That's what gives me satisfaction and at the end of the day we should do whatever makes us happy, and of course often sacrifice some short-term happyness for long-term ;).
What I'm really excited about is travelling after school n army. I've read quite a bit of blogs and experiences and I'm like super jelly because I've never travelled alone to foreign country .(
plan is to move to thailand but nothing is fo sho. got all the options available