Thanks a lot everyone!
Today took an easy day and didn't play too much. Gonna start shooting 5k more, hopefully I have edge on some of them 
Just watched a movie that my sister recommended, "la vita e bella", it was brilliant! recommend it to y'all 
This quote goes well with the movie: “If you don't like something, change it; if you can't change it, change the way you think about it. ” ― Mary Engelbreit
Last month I had a burnout moment for a day or two after 35k hands or so but then I had a match at nl5k and all the motivation+excitment came back.
found this from the neuropsychology of poker article:
“A Cherokee legend states that one evening a man told his son about a battle
that goes on inside people: “my son, the battle is between two wolves inside us.”
The evil wolf is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance,
self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority,
and ego. The good wolf is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness,
benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith.
The son thought about it for a minute and then asked: “Which wolf wins?”
The old man replied: “The one you feed.” (Troisi, 2006)
brilliant isn't it