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Hello again!
I didn't wrote post on english version of my blog for a while.
Notice that I done it every single day on my polish language version blog.
The rison was obviously: I've started write something more than completed and so far my english it's on the middle level, so if want to translate posts I need to devote a lot of time to do it.
Practical: I decide to take this time for another stuff.
But as you see I reactivate english blog.
I decide to write one day on english blog, and next day - polish.
Last month result:
This month I was on 7 days holiday, so I don't past the chart with this month because there are not enough hands to be measurable (I'm break-even).
So far my results not impress, I didn't know for a while what I'm doing wrong, but whit Ilidek we discovered that I've changed many basic stuff.
I even didn't realized that I've done something like that.
It can be reason why my results not impress, so we decide I need redo all my knowledge once again.
On Friday I had one of the worst day ever, I took KK vs AA twice or thrice and another like that story. So when that happened I start tilt and it start to be even worst.
So yesterday I scared to start even play, because it was much more than angry: I didn't believe that I can win. I've done everything so I can before I took place on tables: go to gym, tide up my room, etc.
But this moment should to happened, so I've started to play and I took stop loss on first 1,5 hours session.
Usually when something like that happened I start do something else, like watching learning videos, etc. But this time I couldn't.
I have terrible swings, one day I earn 400$, next day I lose 200$.
Ye, right - it's good enough, but in this month I only lose so it's really blow my mind.
I really need to focus on my mindset and start to learn all over again.
Maybe a little bit comforting it's like that it is not only my fault, the last 40k hands:
Wow, it sounds to me like you maybe need to take a step back and learn to breathe slowly again.
There does seem to be an epidemic of getting ones butt kicked going around this weekend, mine included.
Your english is easily understandable by the way.
Good luck, no tilting please and make it fun,
Mal. 
I've got proposal from some sort of company to go for them to UK.
I need to have extra 10h/week for it.
Tomorrow I have interview about this offer.
Seriously, life is so surprising.
It will complicate my life as shit, but I've always wanted live on islands and I'll have extremely good chance to upgrade my English.
