Update
I've been making a ton of strategy points recently, thinking I may go for blackmember next year, and my grinding on my main sites has been fairly consistent recently. That's somewhat relieving in light of a couple of heads-up battles gone-wrong vs fairly strong regulars, all of which I played without importing hands during sessions due to problems with HEM, and thus without a HUD. The most recent one was the most significant. It was biggest match I've ever played against a presumably winning mid-stakes reg. A session of about five hours or more started with some 3-handed tables of €2/4 on Winamax. While they were going well I started a €3/6 SH table that filled mainly with regs. That went well too. I got the better of one of the regs on the 600 table several times, and that reg appeared on one or two of my other tables and started playing me heads-up on one. Smooth sailing so-far, up about 5 stacks over-all for the session, and I felt that I had big advantages vs his play in a couple of areas, both in some spots with show-down and without, translating to a sizeable over-all edge. I saw in the lobby that he was sitting at empty tables up to €10/20, and decided I should take the opportunity to play him higher. We ended up playing 3 tables of €5/10. At first it continued to go well. Then there was a phase where it seemed that he was on fairly sever tilt, really spewing. I'm up over 4k for the session, but now things start sliding: he de-tilts while I start to get tired. I'm not satisfied with my results yet despite being up, feeling I should win at least another couple of thousand. A couple of indicators for bad mental-game crop up, but I keep playing, telling myself I still have an edge. I make some mistakes in big pots, fatigue increases, and I lose the €4k I was up plus the €4k that were in my account to start with. But the most disconcerting part was yet to come: I got a friend to import the hands afterwards and, very discouragingly, saw that my non-showdown line was actually significantly negative, contrary to what I had assumed during the match, and that I had run above all-in EV. This is the most unpleasant part of HU for me: when I have to face the possibility that I had significant leaks that I simply wasn't aware of. This whole thing provokes a strong urge to play even more HU vs regs, working on my game a ton and proving myself as a HU player, showing that I can in fact beat regs of that calibre. Luckily I calmed down and went back to grinding short-handed the next day, the better over-all choice for now.
One positive thing to come out of the HU match is that I got a couple of HHs:
Here's a lay-down. It doesn't seem that big to me and was a fairly clear and easy decision despite arguably being at the top of my range, but it's the best I could come up with so far: (OK, how can I convert winamax hands?? they're the 'wrong format')
Winamax Poker - CashGame - HandId: #XXXXXXX-XXX-XXXXXXXXXX - Holdem no limit (2€/4€) - 2014/12/11 XX:XX:XX UTC
Table: 'Bamako' 3-max (real money) Seat #3 is the button
Seat 1: A player (264.81€)
Seat 2: the Opponent (497.79€)
Seat 3: The Hero of this tale (1274.32€)
ANTE/BLINDS
A player posts small blind 2€
the Opponent posts big blind 4€
Dealt to The Hero of this tale
[10:diamond: ] [10:spade: ]
PRE-FLOP
The Hero of this tale raises 4€ to 8€
A player folds
the Opponent raises 22€ to 30€
The Hero of this tale calls 22€
FLOP
[3♦ ] [K♣ ] [8♠ ]
the Opponent bets 28€
The Hero of this tale calls 28€
TURN
[3♦ ] [K♣ ] [8♠ ] [9♠ ]
the Opponent checks
The Hero of this tale checks
RIVER
[3♦ ] [K♣ ] [8♠ ] [9♠ ] [10:club: ]
the Opponent bets 58€
The Hero of this tale raises 94€ to 152€
the Opponent raises 287.79€ to 439.79€ and is all-in
The Hero of this tale folds
the Opponent collected 707.79€ from pot
SUMMARY
Total pot 707.79€ | Rake 2€
Board:
[3♦ ] [K♣ ] [8♠ ] [9♠ ] [10:club: ]
Seat 2: the Opponent (big blind) won 707.79€
and a fairly big mistake, as per request:
Winamax Poker - CashGame - HandId: #XXXXXXX-XXXX-XXXXXXXXXX - Holdem no limit (5€/10€) - 2014/12/11 XX:30:XX UTC
Table: 'Florence' 5-max (real money) Seat #1 is the button
Seat 1: The Hero of this tale (1581€)
Seat 2: The Opponent (2107€)
Seat 5: Some Idiot (0€)
ANTE/BLINDS
The Hero of his tale posts small blind 5€
The Opponent posts big blind 10€
Dealt to The Hero of this tale
[3♣ ] [7♣ ]
PRE-FLOP
The Hero of this tale raises 10€ to 20€
The Opponent raises 60€ to 80€
The Hero of this tale raises 110€ to 190€
The Opponent raises 210€ to 400€
The Hero of this tale calls 210€
FLOP
[7♠ ] [2♣ ] [9♥ ]
The Opponent bets 250€
The Hero of this tale raises 350€ to 600€
The Opponent raises 1107€ to 1707€ and is all-in
The Hero of this tale calls 581€ and is all-in
TURN
[7♠ ] [2♣ ] [9♥ ] [4♠ ]
RIVER
[7♠ ] [2♣ ] [9♥ ] [4♠ ] [8♥ ]
SHOW DOWN
The Hero of this tale shows
[3♣ ] [7♣ ] (One pair : 7)
The Opponent shows
[A♠ ] [A♥ ] (One pair : Aces)
The Opponent collected 3686€ from pot
SUMMARY
Total pot 3686€ | Rake 2€
Board:
[7♠ ] [2♣ ] [9♥ ] [4♠ ] [8♥ ]
Seat 1: The Hero of this tale (small blind) (button) showed
[3♣ ] [7♣ ] and lost with One pair : 7
Seat 2: The Opponent (big blind) showed
[A♠ ] [A♥ ] and won 3686€ with One pair : Aces
...I think I can just fold to the 5bet, no need to defend what may be the bottom of my range. Not sure about flop play.
I'll post some much bigger mistakes in the future, this is just the beginning.