April Challenge
Day 8
Grinded online CG 3.5 hours (1 hour coffee place, 2 hours on my own, 0.5 sweat with friend and fellow reg)
Worked on the game 1.5 hour (with friend and fellow reg 1 hour, 0.5 hour on my own)
Haircut appointment 0.5 hour
Watched Partizan game 2 hours
Dentist visit 0.5 hour
Afternoon nap 0.5 hour
Went with best friend for coffee 2 hours (1 hour grinding)
Total 5 hours of Poker activities.
Not a very productive day for poker.
Will try to talk in this update about some feeling that are going on.
Since I had session with w34z3l yesterday and we agreed on parting ways on 1st of May for long term deal, I feel very strange about it all.
It was me who initiated it, w34z3l was very cool about it all and his sessions were and always are useful to me. We agreed to keep working with package type sessions (15 hours thingy and/or HH evaluation packages) which is good thing of course.
I am however not feeling entirely fulfilled or happy about it all. I really wanted to make us both tons of money by the end of the year and in the process become absolute beast and crusher in CG. Now that long term deal will finish officially on 1st of May, I feel somewhat weird and emptier emotionally.
Suddenly knowing what I know since working with him, I just feel somewhat disappointed that's all. I wish things could have worked out for long term but it seems that my needs are just too much and I really don't see myself finding a new coach after him who will fit with my fanatic approach and needs.
I still want to work with w34z3l since coaching from him is +EV and I am sure he will help me beat NL100 on Stars easily by the end of the year with hh evaluation and package type deals.
In the meanwhile I will have to re-evaluate how I will organize my study time and assignments. Priority will be to increase study time with brutal reg (the best poker player that I know period) and with my great friend and fellow reg with whom I started working since beginning of this year. I owe both these guys a lot as they are the ones that helped me the most besides w34z3l. With w34z3l I did about 16.5 hours of coaching since our deal started in March, and from new years on I think additional 15 hours or so so 30ish hours. With brutal reg I easily did 20+ hours of consulting and hh reviews + strategy advice. With great friend and fellow reg we easily did 60+ hours together. So these two guys like I said besides w34z3l are the reason why I am improving at such fast pace. I am really grateful to have meet and connected with them. It is honor to get help from brutal reg for free (he could easily charge 200+$ per hour for his knowledge) and having great friend always there for me moving up together the limits setting same goals from beginning of the year (beating NL100 by the end of this year and understanding poker way better in the process).
So all this writing, to summarize, I will need to readjust my time management for sessions with brutal reg and great friend and fellow reg from 1st of May. In the meanwhile I need to take full advantage of sessions with w34z3l that are included in the deal to fix my number 1 biggest leak in them. Also need to work out how often will I take coaching from him from 1st of May (depends on profit and expenses of course). When it comes to volume I will stick to 90k hands with 4 tabling, if 4 tabling proves to be too much then I will do 3 tabling and just grind 150 hours per month.
My studying will be focusing way more on GTO in future since NL50 ZOOM seems very beatable to me now. I am recognizing leaks all around me, taking notes and working on exploiting them which makes me quite happy that I managed to switch from SNGs and adapt this quickly to it all.
Very important thing that I will keep working on and expect improvement soon is my mental game. My family situation is number 1 trigger for some sort of tilt and those things are happening daily, highs and lows, things that are very difficult to deal with. Great news is that my brother is on a way of finding now more full time type of work via freelancing websites (higher hourly then poker SNGs 7s etc) so in that sense I can't wait for it to all happen ASAP as it will really remove tons of stress that I have on my mind daily. Once he starts making money for his living expenses, I can finally dedicate to studying more, grinding less (without as much pressure for making money) and naturally with this approach knowledge will increase along with confidence stronger mental game less stress and moving up to NL100 sooner. How soon will all this happen? I hope by the end of this month as he already got 1 job (part time project) and is getting interview calls (2 in this week!) + there is tons of positive things happening around it with our friends helping him out with it. So once that is settled, I can rearrange my time management, focus way more on studying keep grinding 3-4 hours per day and figure out way to get back into CrossFit and healthy lifestyle (much needed - miss this a lot!).
Those are some major things going on in my mind and I realized that once those things resolve, my mental game will be way stronger and I can expect much higher win rate. Until that happens I have to keep fighting daily those things, do my best to focus and not let anything affect my mindset at the tables.
Today was type of grinding where I went from 5 buy ins in profit to BE or so. I also made today some RUSHED plays which I originally wouldn't have yesterday or day before which cost me profit of course. This was another reason why I didn't grind more than 3.5 hours today. My mindset was just weak and I just wanted to reach 3k hands and clock out from it to rest for tomorrow.
I am going to keep grinding those 3k hands daily and by the end of the month hit 90k hands, do the split with w34z3l and then see how I stand financially and hope for the best about brothers freelancing job opportunities.
When it comes to mental leaks in terms of tactical or actual at the tables, it happens very rarely and it is 2 particular leaks from which one is projection bias (that happens way less in April BTW) and the other one I prefer not to go into it
So overall my expectations for April are to get to 90k hands, if card distribution and variance is OK I should definitely get those 4bb/100, keep studying and leak fixing and hope for the best regarding brothers situation.
Here is the graph for today for all graph hunters 1.36bb/100 EV -3.59bb/100:

Month so far 24434 hands 4.48bb/100 EV 4.40bb/100:

Session with w34z3l tomorrow, look forward to leak fixing my biggest leak with him!
No more dentist appointments for 4 weeks but a lot of Partizan games coming up + friend Stanko will come to Nis around 26th of April so tons of things to look forward to!
April Challenge
Things completed so far in the challenge:
CG Studying 16.5/30 hours
Applications of No Limit Holdem 2/30 hours
SNG Coaching 7/15 hours
CG Grinding 34.34/150 hours
Coaching with w34z3l 3/12 hours
2015 Challenge
Things completed so far in the challenge:
156/300 Study hours
86.25/300 Coaching sessions
376.70/1500 Grinding hours
29/150 Work out
73/1000 Hands analyzed in depth (tons of additional hands analyzed on private forum and via skype discussions)
98.5 hours Live Poker (tons of additional hours lost in waiting for games to start!)
Here is the plan for tomorrow (9th of April):
Wake up by 10am, eat breakfast and drink tons of water
Session with w34z3l 11-12:30
Grind 1 hour (at home or coffee place with best friend)
Study 1 hour (review that sessions and specific filter for yesterday)
Lunch brake
Grind 2 hours
Meet with fellow reg for coffee
Short brake
Grind 1 hour
Dinner brake
Study 1 hour (work on fixing number 1 leak)
Watch favorite TV shows to regenerate (The Arrow)
Update blog and challenge + reflect on mission and vision