Last night I reach 1000 games.....very disappointed after almost one month I manage to play so few games
I need for sure a plan to motivate myself and increase the volume.

It seems I have the worst habit of all : I love to delay things.......it's simple incredible how I do that and how seriously it affects me
The first step about this issue I made it 3-4 weeks ago when I finally admit that I have this problem and since then I work each week with my life coach to get myself back on the right path but it seems it will take some time to fix this. For the moment I'm still working to create a tracking system of the poker related progress (study+volume)
I also discovered that I am financially irresponsible. I knew that from a long time but Thursday when 2 friends come with the awesome idea to book this month some tickets at a sky resort from Austria or France for the upcoming winter I find myself in the position to say yes but after that all the way back home I was thinking if I will afford or not to go there in the winter because I have absolutely no clue about what budget I will have 6 months from now on
Discuss this issue also with my life coach and since yesterday I started to keep a track of my expenses in order to spot and eliminate extra money spews.
I was advise to use http://www.youneedabudget.com/ in order to be financial aware of the upcoming expenses and since yesterday I started to make budgets and keep tracking until the last penny that I have:f_pleased:
I'm aware that I sound like a complaining child but telling you this helps me a lot to motivate myself and keep a track here in the blog of all the process to become better than average.
that being said I'll return to grind and wish you to all that read this a great weekend and good run at the tables




