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IvicaIliev77
Joined: 31.05.2012

Just a heads up for future updates in September

I plan to update for poker with monthly volume and when and if some huge multiplier happens.
In the meanwhile I will in all future updates let you all know about weight loss, working out, teaching, steps that I am taking towards automation of my income and all the other things going on.

Today after training I weighted 83.2kg. Tomorrow I will have a day off but on Sunday I will do 20 minute volume training at home pull ups with pull up bar. It will be 1st time since I returned to training that I will do 5th work out in the week although on Tuesday I already did 1 extra training with pull ups but it was only 10 minutes.
After hard cardio training today outside I feel a bit maxed out and tired since I woke up very early and went to train early but then ate 5-6 hours after work out - which is the main reason why I feel very tired.
Spent time with a girl and later with my friend and am heading home now to relax, sleep 1 hour possibly and then hit the tables , 4 sessions or so before the end of the day.


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tonypmm
Joined: 11.01.2009

Originally posted by IvicaIliev77
Weight loss
Since I started using MyFitnessPal app and started tracking and taking care of my calorie intake, I dropped down 4.2kgs in 29 days.

Hi again and thanks for the tip, I'll try it out :f_wink: Congrats on your perfect weight loss pace, keep it! :f_thumbsup: :gl:

Btw, did you know the fun fact that RustyBrooks, the mod of the Poker Theory forum on 2+2, works in the client services group of another product of the Under Armour company - MapMyFitness? It's a small world, isn't it? :f_smile:

Originally posted by IvicaIliev77
I plan to update for poker with monthly volume and when and if some huge multiplier happens.

I like this plan! Seeing the cashier balance weekly may cause too much tilt, and it's not necessary to tell it to blog readers so often (unless you're shooting for a Pokerstrategy status upgrade or have to play in the casino to maximise the poker rakeback on non-Stars networks, hehe, which is of course not important to a grinder of your caliber anyway).

I'm sorry to hear about your mortgage changes :f_frown: By a strange coincidence, the last payment for my flat under construction is also due on November 1, but my task is much easier and I've actually saved up just enough for it, what remains is to earn a bit more so that I have a decent bankroll on top after I pay the debt off. But as for you, you're hard-working and you coped successfully with such deadlines in the past so I don't doubt that you're going to make it now too! :gl:


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IvicaIliev77
Joined: 31.05.2012

Originally posted by tonypmm

Originally posted by IvicaIliev77
Weight loss
Since I started using MyFitnessPal app and started tracking and taking care of my calorie intake, I dropped down 4.2kgs in 29 days.

Hi again and thanks for the tip, I'll try it out :f_wink: Congrats on your perfect weight loss pace, keep it! :f_thumbsup: :gl:

Btw, did you know the fun fact that RustyBrooks, the mod of the Poker Theory forum on 2+2, works in the client services group of another product of the Under Armour company - MapMyFitness? It's a small world, isn't it? :f_smile:

Originally posted by IvicaIliev77
I plan to update for poker with monthly volume and when and if some huge multiplier happens.

I like this plan! Seeing the cashier balance weekly may cause too much tilt, and it's not necessary to tell it to blog readers so often (unless you're shooting for a Pokerstrategy status upgrade or have to play in the casino to maximise the poker rakeback on non-Stars networks, hehe, which is of course not important to a grinder of your caliber anyway).

I'm sorry to hear about your mortgage changes :f_frown: By a strange coincidence, the last payment for my flat under construction is also due on November 1, but my task is much easier and I've actually saved up just enough for it, what remains is to earn a bit more so that I have a decent bankroll on top after I pay the debt off. But as for you, you're hard-working and you coped successfully with such deadlines in the past so I don't doubt that you're going to make it now too! :gl:

Appreciate the support Tony!
Today's 8:30am training shocked my body hard since past weeks I had training sessions at noon. My body got used to that rhythm, I eat my 1st meal after 2pm always, and today I waited 4-5 hours for my meal after very hard training (ran 3.2kms in the training without drinking water during the training). So whole day I feel fainted and only grinded in coffee place. In the evening took a nap, talked to girl and a friend of mine, then sent email to one of the people I appreciate and wish best for, he responded then I wrote a longer email - something could come out of it.
Tomorrow no training but should meet with a girl and with a friend. Regardless I will organize 5 grind sessions + 1 lesson for teaching so it will be very eventful day even though there is no training in it.

I did not know about RustyBrooks and Under Armour! That is quite fun and interesting fact I agree. My next thing that I will save for is FitBit bracelet. I used to have it but messed it up by swimming in the ocean. It tracked everything for me 2 years ago and I found it very useful for steps taken, sleeping, sitting and especially for CrossFit training sessions. FitBit + MyFitnessPal = brutal results. There is no way to fail really, you can fail if you don't follow up on the rules and system you set but other then that those 2 things alone can show you the way.

When it comes to poker updates they seem to take more energy out of me. Even when I think of poker right now, there is so much strategy things that I would want to discuss but I hold back on purpose. To do daily update and say I played such and such hours and games and made so and so stopped making sense to me. I mentioned in previous update(s) that poker is right now on far 7th place in my life. Yes I use it to save money and it will always help me in Serbia to make a living good great or awesome living. Once I save money for mortgage, get back from Asia trip, I will save money from poker for life expenses budget minimum 6 months worth of it. From that point on I will focus on something I truly want to do which is to help people with guitar and music. I want to automate my income(s), diversify and invest my money, keep investing in myself and continue becoming the best version of how I see myself and how I expect others to perceive. Poker has less and less space for that - at least now. Perhaps my motivation to become better in this game and make 10k will drive me more to tables and off tables. But, the thing is, I have had no money, being in debt, to having some to having a lot of money. To me money is just the tool to get some things and make life easier more accessible. If I am not happy in Serbia with 3k, would 10k make a difference? Of course not :) So the answer lies always in what kind of person each of us is. I find far greater joy and happiness in my life's mission and vision to help people whichever way I can and to be physically active play sports and do things that I enjoy to do vs playing poker for the sake of increasing hourly and chasing to get to 5 figure income per month. Life is much more then making money for me, but that might be just me and the fact that I am 33 with lots of life experiences living in 7 different countries during this time and having amazing friends and knowledge from all over the world in me.
Anyways, end of the month graph with number of games, hours, money earned will be posted that is the only thing for sure when it comes to poker. For all the rest of the things I will try to do weekly update for weight loss. Personally hope to by the end of next week stay solid on 83kgs or go even lower - we shall see. And then for the other things I will periodically mention them and do some parallels when it comes to students, relationships and such.

Fun time ahead for sure!

Once again thanks for the support Tony and I wish you and all the other followers lovely September on and off the tables!


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Schrader69
Joined: 08.03.2008

Cool post.

do you teach music over skype?


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IvicaIliev77
Joined: 31.05.2012

Originally posted by Schrader69
Cool post.

do you teach music over skype?

Appreciate it!
Yes, I have been teaching online via Skype and ooVoo for 15 years now. ooVoo is better in my opinion because you can record all your lessons + it allows you to choose things like 2d vs 3d and video quality of the chats (HD) while Skype has very limited options.


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tonypmm
Joined: 11.01.2009

Originally posted by IvicaIliev77
I mentioned in previous update(s) that poker is right now on far 7th place in my life. Yes I use it to save money and it will always help me in Serbia to make a living good great or awesome living. Once I save money for mortgage, get back from Asia trip, I will save money from poker for life expenses budget minimum 6 months worth of it. From that point on I will focus on something I truly want to do which is to help people with guitar and music. I want to automate my income(s), diversify and invest my money, keep investing in myself and continue becoming the best version of how I see myself and how I expect others to perceive. Poker has less and less space for that - at least now. Perhaps my motivation to become better in this game and make 10k will drive me more to tables and off tables. But, the thing is, I have had no money, being in debt, to having some to having a lot of money. To me money is just the tool to get some things and make life easier more accessible.

You've said a lot of right things here. I think the difference between us is just that I'm a huge money nit - I'm allergic to being in debt, whereas you've become quite used to it.

I know I can delay the repayment by up to a month for only a tiny fine, and then I can repay with my credit card whose interest rate is merely 2.5% per month. But avoidance of chronic debt is in my blood. I don't feel comfortable under such pressure and it affects both my game and off-the-table life negatively. So I'm throwing all that is left of my scarce inner resources towards earning money at this point. Your mileage may vary, and of course you have a steady alternative stream of income being a skilled guitar coach, so yes, I believe you have a happy opportunity to put poker in the 7th place in your life :f_cool: And I'm not the one to think about your priorities, of course.

Best of luck!


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IvicaIliev77
Joined: 31.05.2012

Quick update

Last night I did something that I did several months ago. In my calendar I set up specific times for grind sessions. This week is filled and I am going for 5 hours per day grind. Idea is to set up a habit to grind at steady/exact time each day just like I am going to work out 4 times per week at noon. My body and time management got used to this after 2 weeks and now its automatic. Same thing will happen with 5 sessions per day grind at 8:30am, 10am, 4pm, 6pm and 8pm. On some days I teach more then others but I accounted that all in this updated grind system.
Also, I looked several days ago into my cEV and hourly. All time for 15s I have 32$ EV hourly. Running above EV of course now due to 2nd 200x win, before that one I was running bellow EV despite winning 1st 200x. Not bad considering that I put minimal effort to check out the format and figure out whats happening in it.
If and when all goes according to plan this month, I should have a bit over 130 hours of grind which is above my initial expectations set!

Enjoy your week on and off the tables!


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IvicaIliev77
Joined: 31.05.2012

Update in regards to today and tomorrow with special announcement

Today
5.10 hours of grind, meet with 2 friends for coffee and had my great meals, work out in the morning and 1 guitar and music lesson. Quite full day!
Satisfied with how I played, there was A game at times both with bluff catching and as initial aggressor. Of course, I could have played way better in certain spots and there was a gap in thinking process (rushing or not being in the moment - both bad for multi tabling of course) which lead to mistakes.
Overall I am very pleased that I grinded 5+ hours today. Before bed will read more on nutrition as I am getting down with my weight still but want to maximize the looks with it after I get to 80 then 77kgs.

Tomorrow no training with Sensei but I will do 20 minutes EMOM at home with pull ups. A month and a half ago in 1 of the training sessions I had trouble with pull ups - couldn't do them, needed aid to complete them. Now I do them on my own and I did 14 of them in 10 minutes last week using EMOM model with 2 2 2 2 1 1 1 1 1 1. Tomorrow I will do EMOM 20 minutes using 1 per minute. Next training will be then 2 2 2 2 and all the 1 after it. Within couple of weeks I expect to increase my pull up skill to be able to do for example 5-10 of them in 1 set which will be very cool accomplishment considering how out of shape I was for them. BTW I feel I need less rest in emom but my Sensei told me to follow system which will allow me to very soon reach level I am aiming for right now for pull ups.
Besides training I am teaching not 1 but 2 lessons tomorrow. 1 is at 10am and another at 8pm. Very much look forward to both lessons and really enjoy working with my students because they follow up on their assignments and show up in class ready with questions, observations and thirst for more knowledge. Nothing pleases me more then to work with such students and on top of that they are all special guys that I enjoy talking to outside of classes.
Tomorrow I was supposed to have dentist appointment but I called and canceled all future appointments until 1st of November. I really want to use every single day to follow up on 5 key things and not miss a single 1 of them: 1) sleep well, rest and regenerate for training, teaching and grind 2) train and do my absolute best in each training and keep moving the bar higher up 3) eat right, keep tracking my calorie intake and follow closely my weight loss process 4) teach all my guitar and music students 6-7 hours per week 5) grind minimum 5 hours per day with 280 hours of grind by 1st of November from September 1st.
Everything else is and will be minimized. Expect this grind routine to return me to my B to A game the most, in the process increase my cEV and hourly as well and by the end of the year cruise through all the goals set.
Today I did also quick math, with 32$ post RB hourly by EV, if I put 600 hours in 4 months grind I can expect 19200$ which with current money saved would get me roughly around 25-26k, and after I pay apartment mortgage 12.1k and have for roll 4.5k I will have for Thailand more then 500$ plus have on top of that money in life bankroll. This would be phenomenal of course but for it to work I need to grind every day until end of the year with 5+ hours without a day off. Quite brutal but I am confident I can pull it off even with all the other important life obligations. Key is to follow this system set today in calendar - 2 sessions early morning, 3 sessions in the afternoon (after training, meals, coffee with friends) and habit will be formed very strong (just like with anything in life). 2nd thing is of course hourly. If it turns out in this period of September to January 1st to be less then 32$ post RB (say 25$ post RB) then of course that will greatly affect money saved, basically 4.2k$ less saved. Not a small amount, money that can be used for bankroll or 6 months of life expenses for me to work on my guitar and music teaching business and automation of it for example. Time will tell but the most important thing now is to stick to those 5 things I mentioned hardcore without any side stepping - treat it as if it was the last thing on this planet for me - and results will follow in all of the areas.

Special Announcement
For the end of the update, I want to let you know that I will open up a new YouTube channel where I will talk about my weight loss transformation (12.5kgs in 3 months exactly since I had 1st training with my Sensei, 48th training finished today) and inspire people and teach them how to approach correct dieting approach (with IF or without) as well as discuss psychological aspect (systems, habits, procrastination, finding right people to surround yourself with etc) and exercising (will post exercises that you can do anywhere - so no need for gym, trainer or such things, my goal is to show you 15-20 minute work outs that will move you very well and will cause the after burn effect for your metabolism as well). I will share the channel here when it goes live. I am expecting it to go live this weekend when I plan to record also introduction video about me (who am I, how long have I been doing sports, what else do I do, my psychology and approach to fitness and healthy eating, why this channel etc). Hope you guys will find it useful and I will ask you to share with your family and friends that you feel will find it useful as well. All the knowledge will be shared for free on YouTube. It is my gift to all of you that struggle with weight loss, bulking, dieting in general or figuring out best workout routine for yourself.

Enjoy your week on and off the tables! :f_cool:


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Schrader69
Joined: 08.03.2008

Great stuff man, it reads like you got a lock on your success target, inspiring.
Imo intermittant fasting is the best way to remain lean and healthy and let those abs start to show while maintaining energy, its all the rage atm you are probably already aware of it but just in case.
Keep on crushing


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IvicaIliev77
Joined: 31.05.2012

Originally posted by Schrader69
Great stuff man, it reads like you got a lock on your success target, inspiring.
Imo intermittant fasting is the best way to remain lean and healthy and let those abs start to show while maintaining energy, its all the rage atm you are probably already aware of it but just in case.
Keep on crushing

Appreciate the support buddy and glad that you are reading and following.
I agree with you about both things you mentioned. Goals and targets are set, in past 3 days including today I grinded over 15 hours and completed all my trainings (3) + taught all the lessons and even had time to meet with friends for coffee and last night went to movies. So it is all about planing things right way and following up on them, without a system I tend to get sidetrack by other life and human being things. This way things are set and outside of them I can do as I wish with my time :)
Intermittent fasting is the best thing for sure. Once I discovered it I dropped 5kgs but the best things about it for me are 1) very easy system to follow that I already did without realizing in my life so many times in the past 2) It allows me to actually have large meals that I enjoy and on top of that I get to drink when I go out or have cheat meals with carbs fat and protein (coko plazma one of my favorite ones for cheating!).
Training has been getting harder and more intense so my expectations are in next weeks to drop weight slower but for muscles to keep growing and showing more and more. My pull up training last night was successful I did 20 of them in EMOM (every minute on the minute) and before bed I went on to test myself how many of them I can do without any trouble in a row and I did 3 easily - very cool. Expect within a month to double that since I will do 2 pull up trainings per week at home (8+ in a month!) outside of training times with Sensei.
Last week trained on Mon Tue Thu and Fri with Sensei but did 2 pull up trainings on Wed and Sun. So 6 trainings in that week. This week already did Mon Tue Wed Thu. Tomorrow have another training with Sensei and then on Sunday I will do Pull Ups again. So I will aim to do 6 trainings per week except that these at home ones are way less intense vs the ones I do with Sensei and are more meant to improve my upper body strength and for me to catch up with pull ups. Today's training was sick as I was doing cardio sprints with brutal incline on steps!!! I loved it. Reminded me of Rocky movies or Kill Bill when he brings her to master and there is those brutal stairs that she has to climb every day with water on her back. I did sprints in 20 seconds, my Sensei was high up and at times I felt like my old self when I used to train football and basketball - passing defenders with blazing speed and flying through the air. Just replaying that in my mind gives me instant motivation to train harder each time. Oh and if it matters, I did dead lift with 100kgs 2 trainings ago going with 3 reps on 90, 3 on 95 and then 3x3 on 100kgs. I can do a bit heavier then that I am positive but I was pacing myself for day after training taking care of recovery not to get some injury on those heavier weights. I can also do 90 kgs back squat, did 70kgs front squat and 40 to 50kgs overhead squat. 2 years ago I couldn't even do overhead squat with correct form and now I have form, weight is going up and with time I will crush that as well.
So overall training is going great, I am sticking to my meals that I enjoy (7 meals that I created and that food places makes for me by my specific request for each ingredient by gr etc) and I look forward to end of the year to see what will happen - how different will I look in comparison to now because right now I feel over the moon and phenomenal - I can just imagine with less body fat% and more muscle it will be brutal.
Final thing, I will make a goals card and carry it with me at all times + read it several times a day for autosuggestion and to turn those concious vs subconcious brain power into habit self image and way of life. I will besides fitness goals put all other life goals, how I see myself in both family, friendships, relationships, business and all the other important things. Will be lot of fun to map it all out, write those "final" goals and then work every day to achieve them and over 2 years get there.

Anyways, too much for this update. Need to sleep soon, waking up 8am, grinding 8:30am.

Enjoy remaining of the week whatever your goals mission and vision is!


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IvicaIliev77
Joined: 31.05.2012

Important update

Poker with graph for the month

For poker I promised to update when something interesting happens like milestone tourneys or some bink.
Today I got close to 1k games, wanted to share a graph with you. In particular feel good about my red line which I mentally improved in past several days focusing hard on it. Results could have been better, I definitely had weak game periods and missing spots. I am however very and even extremely pleased how several new things opened up and I feel I am exploiting even more players now. It definitely feels much easier to grind when I connect 4 days of 5+ hours.

Anyways, here is the graph before I go onto other important things:

Spoiler

Apartment Mortgage in Relation to Poker Grinding
Some very excited news I wanted to share with all of you following and in particular providing me support and wishing me well on this long and noble road.
Tonight I spoke with my dad and he talked to people in the bank. It turns out that I will have until 28th of November not 1st of November to gather 12.1k$ for mortgage. This is because that is the latest date to pay the mortgage each month!!! I was under impression that everything needs to be done on 1st, which my dad never corrected me at, and then tonight he said that he talked to them and that its good as long as we pay by 28th. This is amazing because it gives me additional 20 days to grind 5 hours per day. 100 hours of grinding will definitely improve my chances to both complete the mortgage and save for bankroll which is phenomenal news.
Another great news is that my dad got several tours lined up which will give him additional 7-10 days of bills in November. So things are definitely going in the right direction for us.
There is several key things hanging in the air as we speak and some money could come in potentially before 28th of November or even before 1st of November which would make my part even easier. This is however in terms of probability less than 20% but still nice equity as we all know!

Now how does this affect what I am doing and why this update tonight?
Well I wanted to share 2 more important things in the update:
1) My current money saved on all accounts which is 7870$
2) I will step it up hard to do 350 instead of 250 hours of grind before I pay off entire mortgage

I have 21 days left in September so that is 105 more hours + 28.85 already done, round it up to 134 hours of grind. October 31 days , 155 hours of grind. November 20 days so 100 more hours. That should all add to total of 389 grind hours without a single day break by the 21st of November!!!
The reason why I want to use all the time I can is simple. I will need extra time to save for my bankroll and get in the process of withdrawing money on time to have it all ready for the bank.
With these grind hours I will also teach in those 3 months which helps a lot with living expenses!
Some expected numbers with 25$ (below EV) hourly would then be (expected) 350 hours x 25 = 8750$. Already have 7870$ saved so paired with that that would then give me 16620$ - 12100$ = 4520$ - withdrawal fees and such = I should have a bit less then 300 buy ins after whole mortgage is payed off.
This would then leave me the chance to grind December for Thailand trip and of course book accomodation, finish visa etc. I might do that in November, depending on how situation goes. I feel OK with 200 buy ins for BR but with variance you never know. Better to be safe then sorry.

Overall, after tonight's talk with my dad and his news for work and from bank, things are looking even better.

The goal is very simple for me then. Next 70 days starting from Saturday 10th of September, goal is to grind 350 more hours of poker with hope of achieving hourly of 25$ or higher (EV hourly 32$ post RB).

That is all for this update.

Quite exciting news, I am even more motivated to crush next 10 weeks and to grind using the schedule I set this week in all the next ones as well!

Over and out - enjoy the weekend folks and see you at the tables (my chat feature is turned off - sorry to all the guys that said hi and gave support at the tables - you guys rock!!!)


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IvicaIliev77
Joined: 31.05.2012

Woke up sick with running nose and red throat.
Will be lots of fun grinding 5 hours per day with this feeling. I very much look forward to crushing and proving myself once again that nothing will stop me!

I will share with you 3 key videos that if taken and applied will bring you amazing results in anything in your life.
Be patient, watch all 3 videos several times if necessary, take notes and apply things from them.
You welcome!


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tonypmm
Joined: 11.01.2009

After donating hundreds of dollars to the self-help industry, I've learned not to believe in advice given by those whose fortunes were made mainly by giving that advice. Here's a Forbes article about 'the law of attraction'.

I'd rather believe someone who has become successful at making some real product. The same Thomas Edison, for example. But he had a gift - an extraordinary amount of workaholism. It wasn't even a gift as such - just he had an unusual set of personal values that made him beneficial to the mankind at the price of his own comfort. Not everyone is like this, but it's not bad. So much work, unless it's genuinely enjoyed, isn't required for a happy life, as it's not necessary to end up swimming in money or fame. To each their own.


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IvicaIliev77
Joined: 31.05.2012

I want to share how my day went with virus.
Went to bed around 12:30 last night, feel a sleep later then usual due to sickness getting me and then woke up in the middle of the night + early in the morning. Felt whole day without energy, drank 2 teas 1 coffee around 3l of water and 2 medications for the virus.
Grinded 2 sessions in the morning then watched football (Man derby) and then went to pick up food at my favorite food place. Got back home and was feeling very weak and in need of rest. Took a 1 hour nap and then went to do 3 more sessions during which I had all sorts of different game levels. It didn't help that during 4th session for the day my HUD stopped showing on 4 tables. I didn't want to stop grinding and restarting it didn't help either so I played 20-30 minutes hud less. Definitely felt weird and naked a bit but not really that difficult to be honest. Finished grind in profit which is always nice and now I have a bit over 8k saved which is cool.

Right now in comparison to yesterday I feel at least 60% weaker. The only thing I have worry about or hoping for the best is my work out tomorrow and all the training sessions with Sensei next week. From my experience, whenever I get sick it lasts minimum a week. Past week I trained 6 times and I plan to continue with that in this and next week. Will see how I feel tomorrow but will definitely let Sensei now about sickness. What comes to mind is to still do and complete trainings but focus on lower intensity. I am sweating as I write the update - probably not any virus but a temperature as well. Will very likely move all my live guitar and music lessons to ooVoo because I don't want to pass it on to my students. Tomorrow Partizan Belgrade is playing a game, will likely watch that - depending on health work out and my grind which are the must do things tomorrow.

Nutrition wise, today was one of the rare days in 2-3 months that I actually ate close to my calorie maintenance vs eating with calorie deficit. For me to keep my weight on I need 1919 calories per day (at 88kgs, now I have less then that so obviously need even less for maintenance). I set my nutrition at 500 calories lower at 1419 in order to drop 1lb per week. Today since I felt totally without energy and worn out by virus, decided to add that extra meal and focused on carb heavy meals besides putting in enough protein. Tomorrow I will go back to regular 1419 calories but it was interesting to try eating close to maintenance - it definitely feels like I over stuffed myself.

Hope your weekend is going well and that you are enjoying whatever you are doing!


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IvicaIliev77
Joined: 31.05.2012

Originally posted by tonypmm
After donating hundreds of dollars to the self-help industry, I've learned not to believe in advice given by those whose fortunes were made mainly by giving that advice. Here's a Forbes article about 'the law of attraction'.

I'd rather believe someone who has become successful at making some real product. The same Thomas Edison, for example. But he had a gift -an extraordinary amount of workaholism. Not everyone is like this, but it's not bad. So much work, unless it's genuinely enjoyed, isn't required for a happy life, as it's not required to end up swimming in money or fame. To each their own.

Yeah its always that thing. Of course we will always take advice from successful people vs people that are randomly saying things out. I have been in past 2-3 months spending several hours per day checking YouTube, blogs, websites, articles on work outs and nutrition. This guy from Romania is your typical success story. You don't have to trust the Bob but in Radu's video you see him talking about goals hard and importance of changing self image as well as auto suggestion. When I look back at things I accomplished in life, goals set, milestones, high pressure situations that I reacted phenomenally, building and living the live that I want etc - it all comes down to things mentioned in the those videos. The more that you repeat to yourself things that you want, you start to be extremely bothered by the other things that are not in line with things you truly want.
I will draw a current parallel in my life now.
When I am out with friends and they start getting drunk heavy, I instantly get that feeling that I should NOT follow their behavior but rather stick to my values and goals. And my goals are to go to bed earlier, have great rest, work out steady, take care of my nutrition, work towards totally excluding alchohol consumption. Those are the kind of things that I say to myself every day and you can see and imagine how when I find myself in high pressure situations (out with friends or girls) how there can be a huge conflict. Most people give in because they don't want to seem different or to "spoil" fun for others who are getting wasted? I just look at it from this stand point - it is my body, my life, I am the only person in control of it and no one else. If I allow others to lead me and for me to follow their behavior that wouldn't be me.
I can name several other examples but my nose is running and I want to hit bed asap to wake up 8am more rested then today.

I agree with you when it comes to choosing who to follow and listen to but I sign and support those 3 videos 100% with my own life experience and everything i accomplished came from these things.
I am just happy that I found another guy in Romania who is young and got this also at very young age. If he continues this way, sky is the limit for him!

Enjoy the weekend Tony!


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IvicaIliev77
Joined: 31.05.2012

2 things in this update

Health
Today is 3rd day since I got the flew or virus. I trained on Sunday pull ups at home and was coughing a lot. Managed to complete EMOM 20 with 2222 and all the 1 after for pull ups. Around 15th minute things became difficult. 19th and 20th minute did almost correct pull ups but with more focus on negative pull up lightly using my toes on the ground to push me up.
Today had training with Sensei. It was brutal because I asked him to have training besides being sick. I have to tell you, I don't remember ever feeling this great after training. My clothes were full of sweat, both trainers, t shirt, socks, whole body was just sweating like crazy. Did CrossFit warm up in 3 sets which got the sweat going and then did intro wod with 7 reps each of thrusters and burpess in AMRAP 7. Did 4 sets completed and started 5th set thrusters 4 of them. Did brutal time for 1st 2 sets which took less then 2 minutes but then I lost my breath and lost time in the 3rd + strength for thrusters was giving up on me. For the end of the training I did "bear complex" which contained 5 movements that I needed to do 7 times in 3 sets. After whole training was soaking wet and feeling was brutal. Didn't cough after training for several hours and walked 2 more kms to grab my favorite meals and get back home. Very active day.

Poker
I continue with my habit (re)building when it comes to grinding. Today 5.25 hours of grind and I played on average my B game. Had very nice card distribution but also very interesting HU battles where my note taking helped me have much easier time vs those more difficult opponents. Overall pleased with both red line and showdown today. Still running bellow EV for the whole month but I like where my focus and game is going past days. I feel way more in control, am taking notes like maniac 4 tabling and am using new ways to make money in Spins. So it is very fun to play that way and enjoying the grind while in the background there is either music or tv shows (that 70s show now) or movies (knocked up and such).

Graph from today with motive to continue this kind of days in next 6 weeks at least!:

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Quite excited about training tomorrow with Sensei it will be our 50th session and I will get to do some brutal cardio with rows.
Enjoy your week on and off the tables!


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IvicaIliev77
Joined: 31.05.2012

Quick update in regards to 2 things

Health and fitness
Feeling much better, still sick but at around 80%+ ability.
Had 50th training with Sensei and absolutely crushed it!!! 23 mins (including 1 min break) to do 3km of rows and 150 sit ups - very cool.
Also weighted myself after training and now I am at 81.6kgs!!! So from 6th of June from 95.7kgs to 81.6kgs in 50 trainings. VERY COOL!

Today's date
Another milestone. It is 13th and it is exactly 6 months since I came back from Boston USA to Nis Serbia. Will celebrate with close friends later today.

Enjoy remaining of your week!


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IvicaIliev77
Joined: 31.05.2012

Detailed reflection on 3 things

Poker
For this month at 49.55 hours with 17 days left which will bring another 85 hours minimum, so total for the month will be over 135 which is cool. Currently running bad, cEV is 55 with evROI at 4.25 % on 1.6k+ games but running with 0.76% ROI.
Most positive things about week or so of 5 hours grind per day is that habit is restarted and system is set in place. Now I automatically grind 2 morning sessions before training with Sensei which before I didn't do - I either went for coffee or was telling myself that my focus early is off and that I would play better later in the day. Of course, those are all mind tricks that we play with ourselves. Once I set it up in calendar and attached emotional response and triggers to such thing (in this case if I don't grind I will likely miss Asia trip and possibly even jeopardize bankroll saving) which all then leads to powerful self image. Now my days are normal to have 5 sessions while doing training teaching and having time to rest and spend it with family and friends. The more time passes the easier it becomes and automatic. It was true test when I got sick on Saturday, it felt very hard to play but I did it anyway because once I set something as a must do no excuses are acceptable.
Speaking of setting things and no excuses, before I go to Thailand on 21st on January 2017, there are about 19+ weeks left. Since I am grinding now per week 35 hours, that potentially gives me before actual trip 665 hours of grind which with hourly of 32$ post RB can bring 21280$. That kind of money would certainly make my life easier in every way. 4k from this point for apartment mortgage, 4.5k for BR, 0.5k for Thailand and then for life BR additional 8-9k. That kind of money would take me about 8-10 months of living expenses in 2017 which would be phenomenal and allow me to focus on my guitar and music vision and mission. So it is very likely that I will do 19+ weeks of 5 hours per day grinding without any days off to hit such number. Of course, if I hit 12000x, that would sort out tons of my goals and I can start focusing more on music and guitar right away and still play poker 2-3 hours per day to keep saving money in the process of building automation for other things.
Yeah, its just nice to know that by 21st of January there is a lot of time to make more then enough money. My hope is that nothing unexpected in a bad way doesn't happen in the meanwhile, and here I mean no new deadlines or more money to save for apartment mortgage. Once apartment mortgage is payed off I can give myself some time off from poker and treat myself for successful mission completed.

Weight loss and fitness
This is going very well in both areas. I keep dropping 1kg per week (or a bit more) which is very cool. I also did past 2 weeks 6 trainings, 4 with Sensei and 2 at home using pull up bar. I also move a lot more, take frequent walks and don't call taxi as I used to before. My knowledge in nutrition and work outs has improved a lot, especially nutrition. For work outs I am definitely getting and will dig even deeper to understand realistic expectations of muscle growth and development once I am leaned down to 77kgs with 10-13% body fat. 2nd step will then be to increase calorie intake (create surplus) gain weight but keep training hard and make all that extra weight from muscle while maintaining that range of body fat. End goal will be after this process of cutting and lean bulking to actually get to balanced strong and defined physique (abs, arms, shoulders, legs, back etc). 19 weeks is certainly not very long period for this. Yes I will likely drop to 77kgs before the end of this year but that is just phase 1! For muscles to grow and for body to recover, time is of essence. Also increasing weights in training is not like in video games! Since I am doing CrossFit type of trainings, sometimes there is 8+ trainings before I do the same exercise again. That means that I don't necessarily get 10 times per month to work on 1 specific exercise and build up weights on it. I will once I complete 40 sessions with Sensei consider to do weight lifting combined with CrossFit. This will put emphasis on just strength which is something that I will need to focus more in the future for sure. Right now in 4 trainings per week I do 2 strength ones and 2 cardio related ones. In the near future that will switch to 3 vs 1 in favor of strength. Also, my body thanks to sports I played and trained and being very competitive, I have less trouble adapting to heavy cardio vs heavy strength training simply because through my life so far I never dedicated enough time to strength training. Yes I did learn about dead lift and squat while in USA and that's when I realized thanks to my football legs and basketball I can do squats and deadlifts with over my body weight. But that is not enough and it is certainly not the way things go and end. I need to improve my maximums on a lot of weight exercises and I very much look forward to that journey since I am not as experienced in it to enjoy the ride along the way. Make no mistake, abs will be showing once I cut down weight and body fat, but that will not be the end to my road to working out!
Couple of final notes on my progress. My Sensei today was in shock when after training he saw me with 81.6kg. I didn't weight myself for almost a week since my digital scale is acting out. Last time I did weight myself I had 84.2kgs. So 2.6kgs in less then a week or so is not realistic. It was due to very heavy cardio training. I am sure my realistic weight is around 82-83kgs right now. My Sensei was also a bit shocked when he heard that I eat less then 1500 calories. He has 85kgs and eats 2-2.5k calories and is super ripped and defined. He couldn't believe that I get all this energy from 1.5k or less calories per day. I explained to him that I eat over 100grams of protein every day and that thanks to intermittent fasting I have "Cheat" meal in the evening which perfectly fits with other macros (carbs and fats) which makes my meals very enjoyable and lasting long term. Finally we both agreed that it will be very interesting to see new measurement results once I decide to go again to the clinic where I went on 27th of July. I will go there with 77-80kgs range. And I already look forward to check the ratio of muscle vs fat loss during the weight loss. It may turn out that I get down to 10% body fat but that I need to work even more on my muscles through strength training, or 2nd scenario that I dropped weight but lost plenty of muscle along the way and body fat % can still be higher then 13% for example. I doubt that 2nd scenario will happen, it will likely be the 1st scenario where then with low body fat of 10-13% I can continue training with focus on increasing weight and pushing myself in that area while also adding some kgs thanks to training and cycling my diet (eating more during that period due to even heavier energy expenditure and rest needed). So yeah, this is something I very much look forward but to be honest I am loving every single day of my life and if there is no training happening it feels like a big thing is missing, this happens on Saturday for me for example. I will likely find a basketball partner for Saturday just to be very active 7 days per week, 4 heavier trainings , 2 at home and 1 playing sports. This is a dream come true for me and I am so close to reaching it now!
I will in the future as I drop more weight and when I set up new measurements let you all know how everything is looking then. So far - very good and extremely happy with my journey. Finally, once I get 100% better and finish all the formalities, I will open new YouTube channel to post content regarding weight loss, work out suggestions, psychology, motivation and such things for all people interested to follow get motivated and moving!

Teaching
Doing really well helping all my students and them doing very good job with assignments and following up on things. Without this, things wouldn't be the same. Once mortgage is payed off, money is saved for BR and Thailand and potentially for other life expenses, then my mission and vision for helping people all over the world with my music knowledge experience and systems will kick in. I will publish my masterclass that I did in Boston MA USA. I will create a course which I will talk about more in detail when time comes. New website will be created. I will publish a book on very specific topic that there isn't enough material on anywhere! I will record album with my own original music. I will collaborate and record with other people for their albums (already did this while in Boston MA USA). I will increase my rates (from 50$ per lesson) and work on automating my business.
All this will lead to 3 key things: 1) I will do thing that I love to do most which is music 2) I will get to do what is in my DNA and what comes from my family and life background and that is to help as many people as I can become the best they can be 3) In the process, there will be people who will be willing to pay hence allow me to live a great life doing what I love to do.
So this is next and hopefully if you made it reading this far you can see from things I outlined in Teaching section of the update that I have a very clear road map and plan how to achieve things that I won't. Trust me guys and girls, gentleman and ladies, every day that I spend playing poker my music mission and vision is getting further away from me in terms of things becoming further and blurrier. This is why I want to dedicate most of my time in the near future to that vs poker. + poker is not as fullfilling for me like music and helping people. Already talked and wrote about it, no need to repeat my opinion on it. To each its own as the saying goes.

Hope you managed to read this update to the very end and have now in depth insight into what are plans for both poker (until Thailand trip), weight loss and fitness (cutting then lean bulking with visible 6 pack through out) and teaching (tons of things in motion that I am very excited to get to and complete all of them!).

My wish for all of you reading and following is to find your passion and love in life (whatever it may be) and stick to it fanatically. When there is a will there is way goes another saying. So don't let other people guide your life, aim to learn from others and to get experience but focus on constantly improving and going in direction that you believe you should be going. Everything else is secondary to that and if you ever wondered why a lot of people feel lost in life in any ways it is simply because they are living their lives in Matrix and haven't yet defined their life purpose, mission and vision which leads to them doing things that they don't enjoy doing.

Good night and may you be healthy, focused and constantly driven on path to constantly improving in areas of your life that you seek improvement in!


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IvicaIliev77
Joined: 31.05.2012

Quick update with 1 question

Did another 5+ hour grind and this was one of the best days when it comes to focus A game and crushing overall. There were mistakes but minimized in comparison to previous days. Overall extremely pleased with focus and A game today.

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Question:
Why is there this number for profit which makes no sense??? It happened on some previous day as well, didn't look into it then but decided to check it out know. This makes no sense to me, instead of rounded numbers maybe 1 tournament is registered wrong with winnings - that is all I can think of now or that PT4 is acting up. Anyone had this same or similar issue, if so how did you resolve it?

Enjoy remaining of the week on and off the tables!


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tonypmm
Joined: 11.01.2009

Originally posted by IvicaIliev77
Question:
Why is there this number for profit which makes no sense??? It happened on some previous day as well, didn't look into it then but decided to check it out know. This makes no sense to me, instead of rounded numbers maybe 1 tournament is registered wrong with winnings - that is all I can think of now or that PT4 is acting up. Anyone had this same or similar issue, if so how did you resolve it?

Yeah, it does look like exactly 1 tourney (that you've won) has been imported incorrectly. Open the Results tab, sort the tourneys on the list by the Net Won column and look for the tourney where +$27.30 was won ($42.30 is the average prize pool of a $15 spin). I know no solution for this except for right-clicking the tourney and editing its result manually (I hope that its summary file has been saved on the disk, it's now either in the Processed folder accessed from PT4 by selecting File -> Open User Data Folder or still in Stars' tournament summary folder; if there's no summary file, the actual amount won is written in the HH file anyway and can be input manually into PT4), or purging and reimporting the tourney if you suddenly wish the $EV (which, for Spins, is a rather meaningless stat) to be correct.


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