Hey everybody,
I've been playing poker for 2 years now. I've wanted it to be my profession, and I had my ups and downs, many downs. So I am nowhere, but I want to go somewhere. And I see this moment as an opportunity for a new start.
I've been playing cash (from NL5 to NL20) and MTTs (ranging from 1 to 10$) buy-in. I learned, developed skills, but I often played live cash and tourneys, which messed with my online game, I was undisciplined, and I blew my 1600$ bankroll in my ups and downs(I started with 100$, so it was a long journey and was devastating to end up with nothing).
I was in a place in my head where I thought that I was the person who ran worst on this planet. That held me for the last 5 months. Last month I've spent my last 100$ in a live game. First hand against an idiot amateur, who's there just to gamble. In a 0.5/1$ game he raised to 20$ and I re-raised shoved with AKo. Flop came Q high, and he turned over 86o and took down a pot with a pair of 6's. That did it and broke me.
But here I am again, trying to do it one more time. Maybe this time I will be wiser, and hopefully a bit more lucky.
That's it. Peace out
