Update numerooo uno U#1
First of all, what a year - postive or negative, whatever.. I wish you all Merry/ Happy Christmas, espcially to my new family, i already love your support! I will push anyone i can push reasonable as well.
I started off this year with a huge real live downswing, my Girlfriend had to get back to her country due to immigration issues, she is Brasilean by the way. I met her in Germany in the end of June in 2015, after i was visiting Dublin for 2 weeks, and literally fucked around like nothing in this world ahhahhahaa, my grandmother always told me look as long as you find - or something like search as long as you find. ...well 
i took it literally 
AND i found what i was looking for all the years of deep researching :f_p::f_tongue::f_ugly:
Long story short, she was in europe for 3 months, then we had to leave europe in a few days, and found a country where she could stay legally, it was croatia - pictures incoming, have to evaluate with her blog related pictures eheeheh. Anything else is at this moment to detailed, so i summarize, i felt like living the fuckballerrelaxing lifestyle, i was looking for. But i was stupid at this moment, and i definetly grew from that point, the setup was not the best in croatia, even though i made 2k in one active month of playing. I was pushing too much, i played too much hours, did too less study but still some reviews, i just did not know what to do after a review, and what to learn from it..
So after she left on the 29th of December 2015, i was stuck in a city i did not plan to stay, and had to organise life - shelter/food/money, and that is what i did. In march i moved to Ireland, as this is so far the country where i feel comfortable the most. I started out in Dublin with random jobs, and could save now up to almost 8k in euro by avoiding the housing prices of 900 up to 1900 euro housing prices by buying a caravan.
So what happens with my relationship, as i was a fucker around type of guy, and would not survive not fucking my woman - women in general, but so far... i DID ehehehe and will continue in doing, as it is now just a few weeks left until she is coming back to my right on my dick! Yes she reads here as well, and yes our communication is awesome She knows about how i feel with her and i know how she feels about me, and whatever we say and think, our connection is huge, like her butt eheheh, i do not talk respectless of her at all. I just point out a few of soooo many things i love at her, for example when she moves her hands while explaining something, i imagine how she is holding my ... ok ok that goes to far FOR NOW..
...so now i am waiting for my holdem manager to finish the database loading and start setting up the hud etc. Yesterday i played veeery tired, i am moving back my sleeping rythm to get up AUTOMATICLY at 4 a.m. Have to check with this sleeping rythm if this is the most profitable thing to do, waking up at 4 a.m. and go back to sleep around 10 p.m. But i can just not wait for the sunrise i will see soon, as i paid a deposit of 650 euro for a one bed apartment at the coast of Galway. Yes i work on my setup for this year, for my first big year. This location is worth more money, but when i learned something while my last 18 months of traveling, then it is value of money. What is "really worth the money"
Alright, my HoldemManager askes for attention, there is a little story behind all this fucking - loving traveling the last 18 months, and i will line up with pictures, as this has a nother priority now, i am not doing it NOW.
Cheers
