I'm still a fish (NL2 6max)

Jesus!!! I've found this place yesterday. Was it me? Was it real? What have happened to me???!!!

Few things happened in those three years time:

- i've got son (second kid on it's way in 5 moths time)
- no more chefing- IT man here
- put on weight 15 kg :?
- roll less than 20 bucks
- TIME GOES SO FAST!!! when I look on my previous post I feel like all this time go through my hands like sand

Good thing is that I quit smoking, aaaa.... wow over a month time ago. I hope that I won't came back to this addiction never, ever. What I may add sometimes is really hard, this strong urge of cigarette. I just said one day no more and since that there was no more. Would like do the same with other things.
Would like to continue this diary. Will I? I believe that YES.
I will be adding probablynot only poker related topics, but we will see what happen. At the moment:

19.44$$$ LOL

Will I get up earlier tomorrow and do first 30 min jog? I must!!!

p.s.

too many "would like", need to say "I will" always.

ROLL has grown by half since yesterday- BING!
I did not make myself to wake up early and go running, but I did it! Late evening 30 min jogg- PASS! huuuyaaa
I feel the pain- it means that I am alive

In free time watching KrisRukov and xflix movies- wish to have it more.

Update after week 1 (8/3/17- 12/3/17)

Current roll: 67.34$

That include:
13.49$ topped up from my neteller card (found something checking balance)
10.00$ convert point to points to cash
few cents from Cards Match offer

To my roll I will include everything to grow it big ASAP to jump to NL5.
Next level when hit 25 BI
Go down when hit 20 BI

To sum up, those few days weren't bad. Roll is growing- that is good. Playing right now simple poker. Open wide, cbet when something hit or scary card (people fold a lot), 3bet a lot with cards that can make good hands after flop on blinds VS CO, BU. Folding a lot on big river bets when fish wakes up.

Hi, my graph looks similar to yours. I'm even at 130k hands or so (huge tilt swings included and dumbness). can you share your stats so we can compare? Do you know which stats are essential?

I will share my stats when I get back home.

Small update.
Mondays session finish with -3$ in rool. Tuesday, Wdnesday no poker days, spend time with family (wife and son).

Good thing is that I'm running (two days run, one day off). I still can not wake up in the morning to go running so I've got my active session in the evening
What I've notice that since I've started running, my game is better, I do not tilt so much, and can focus better on the game. Like all bad emotions are left behind me after run. Next four days I plan to grind hard every evening.
Currently making diet plan for myself and from April plan to join gym again.

stick with it this time
good luck on your patch!

To sum up last week:

- still running, now every second day
- no free time
- after two days off of playing and plans to grind weekend, I can say that that plans did not work completely
- no free time (having kids eats your time completely)
- did not analyze my game :/
- no free time- figure out time to better manage my time
- graph aaaaHHHHHHH :((((

small changes here from now:
* graph on the end of month
* weekly hands amount and roll

hands since re- updating blog: 19987
roll in total: 58.67$$$

So what to say???

On Monday had to cash out whole roll. Small money but really needed them all. Monday no play. On Tuesday pay in 24.32$ and solid plays begins lol

Maybe I didn't make a great volume but at least I do not run over EV, but because solid play and few adjustments my roll is growing. Specially after this week, when on Tuesday there was barely 25$.

currently financial situation is not baaaad ;P : 89.78$ included 10% from points and some cents from cards match promotions.
hands: 8294
Because I payd inn less than pay out I will top up today extra 18.88 which is on my NET+ account and I think today I will play NL5 for the first time since re- started this blog.