Cool day today both poker wise and life wise!
Taught 2 sessions, grinded 6.5 hours and meet with 2 friends during different times of day + spent time with family and saw one of the girls that I like. All before midnight which is quite cool time management wise!
Poker wise, in past 20ish hours I dropped 100 buy ins in Spins even though I have strong cEV. Like I mentioned before, its very likely variance evening out now due to several multipliers won. I decided to add my own money to the roll for the value of current RB because in case I drop that as well when RB comes in I will just cash it out and play with whatever is remaining.
I am very happy that my friend elpsycho aka Puppy was able to see me play 2 sessions and we had a lot of fun despite nothing going over way, dropping 6,8,10 buy ins per session on average!
Current variance is making me super focused and determined for this years added goals as well as where I am heading in 2018. So there is basically 2 things that I want to focus on:
1) Complete current deal and consider another one to decrease variance even more by end of 2017 (grind 300+ more hours in this year)
2) Keep improving my strategy for the area where my win rate is diminished
Despite variance I am very happy with my focus, determination, in game strategy and overall play. There are now several areas which I can't recall yet 100% from memory while grinding but those areas will be my main focus of study in future sessions. Another area is very specific and it will basically require me to do several more comparisons and game plan diggings for adjusting and readjusting. Post flop is looking very strong and I feel confident enough in that area that it is area that needs least work on! I am also happy with how motivated I am to play every single day and to prove to myself that I can play reg games while making significantly more money compared to what I was making at the beggining of this year for example.
Since the BR requirements to play reg games are different, basically 300 buy ins is minimum and 500 seems like very safe area and where I would like to bet is 400. So to reach this I will likely need to do 2 more shorter deals after I complete current one or simply do one longer deal after current deal. Another option is to alter the next deal with my friend who stakes me where I would also add my own money to BR while he provides major part of it. The reason why I am considering these options is because I feel very in control on current stakes and my cEV is strong/high enough that just BR is the problem to maintain playing such stake full time. So yeah, I will consider different options and in the meanwhile focus on grinding steady, improving my strategy vs regs even further and going for glory by the end of the year (completing current 10k deal in next 3 months!!!).
So that's whats up and what I am going through with poker. Passion is very high and will to improve and crush is stronger then ever. Where others quit, I keep going - that's how I see and experience myself at least. All those rakeback changes and games getting tougher turning people off are leaving so much space for true crushers to prevail and prove themselves that in a giant picture and end of the day you still have tons of edges to learn and apply in this game. So that's what my mental focus is towards poker - keep improving and increasing my EV on all types of plays and of course always understanding why is something better EV or option vs something else and based on stats instantly adapting game plans to crush.
Another cool thing is that in this week I already have over 10 hours of grind. I will do my best in next 3 days to get 10 more hours to get to 20 hours total for the week before Bratislava trip on Friday. Another nice accomplishment is over 65 hours of grind currently in this month, so before leaving to Bratislava it would be sweet to hit 75 hours - that would really make me happy considering 6 days out of country, traveling and having fun, just amazing volume in comparison to previous months and other life things!!!
Enjoy your week on and off the tables!