Hey there, anyone who's reading this, I just decided to make a post about how I felt and feel over last 2.5 years. I am playing poker for quite some time, and made fairly good results BUT for the last 2.5 year period I do not remember any significant winning month, infact many of the months were mostly loses (which is really frusrating as I lost HUUUGE part of my bankroll) yet I still somehow shake it off everyday and keep myself motivated to continue because I just like the game & study, as it gave me a lot of positive outcomes in the past. However this massive 2yr setback is getting a bit too far and I was even considering to quit. I have studied info from various sources (mainly books and 2+2, but seems like many trolls there so I dont know...)
Here is the thing. If im trying to solve posted hand or do session analysis etc. usually I can figure the correct or atleast decent answer, BUT once I sit on the table my mind is kinda blank. its like "ok ok what should I be thinking hmmm, this guy is kinda TAG and he this & that..." and thats where it ends, I see the timebank running and after a while I make some medicore/bad decision.
I will figure the correct decision by the time I end the session or next day (I am not even result oriented) but the pressure seems to take over, yet there should be no pressure at all, because it happens even in rly easy decisions like cbetting or facing check/raise or w/e. (if not on table, I know what,why,when to cb etc.) yet even if I figure the correct decision, sometimes I make similar mistake on the table AGAIN.
I got fair info I just cant seem to pull it out while at the table. Or atleast not as quality as I would want to, sometimes I play rly good then 1 suckout happens and I am on such mindstate again. Its not like I am mad on the suckout or anything, I am kinda mad I cant pull the info in right time, even if its not that hard.
Do you guys have any ideas/solutions/considerations? I feel really hopeless, I dont know what is happening with me, I used to be really good, but lately I feel really hopeless....
(PS: if the post is not in correct section move it there please... thank you very much)