Heads up mate, its just variance biting.
Here is my last 8-10 days entries in Elephant -
27/04 +96.84
28/04 -13.91
29/04 -29.84
30/04 +112.55
2/5 +4.33
3/5 +90.35
4/5 +74.40
5/5 -86.31
6/5 +24.84
Variance kicks you in the pants every now and then. The 5/5 above -$86.31 in just 819 hands of NL20 SH - when reviewing the disaster only one hand I could identify as tilt, and that WON (87 is my "lucky number" / favourite number) -
Known players:
[tg]Position_Stack:hands/vp$ip/RaisePreflop/AF/WTS/ORL/BBvsSteal/W$SD;BB$2.90:21/48 /29 /-/27 /40 /0 /67 ;Hero$21.64:///////;[/tg]
0.1/0.2 No-Limit Hold'em (6 handed)
Hand recorder used for this poker hand: PokerStrategy Elephant 0.67 by www.pokerstrategy.com.
Preflop: Hero is CO with 8♣, 7♠
2 folds, Hero raises to $0.80, 2 folds, BB raises to $2.90 (All-In), Hero calls $2.10.
Flop: ($5.90) T♥, 9♠, 3♠
Turn: ($5.90) A♥
River: ($5.90) 6♣ (1 players)
Final Pot: $5.90
Results follow (highlight to see):
Hero shows a straight, ten high (8c 7s)
BB shows three of a kind, aces (Ac Ad)
Hero wins with a straight, ten high (8c 7s)
KK cracked by a gutshot for $21, JJ topped by QQ on a rag board for $19.70, and monster draw missing in a passive line for $11.75 are the only losses over $10 for a -86 session. Nearly all the rest is raised hands that missed. I just couldnt hit a flop. I was shooting like a stormtrooper.
It happens
Just got to chin up through it and come out the other side without losing your mind.
Make sure you are reviewing your losing hands and if you are uncomfortable with how you played, post them on those review boards