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August update:

In the last 3 days of the month i was not felling well, i think i got food poisoning, so my volume and time put into poker was lower than i wanted. I'm still not 100% and having a hard time to eat, but i will try to grind at least 3-4 hours today.
I finished the ISP 2 and send it on day 22 of august and will post the results here when i get my grade =P.
I know people love graphs, so here is the graph of all my hands on 15s.

My goal for september is to get more used with the charts, diamond strategy,Hud and don't miss a coach from diamond.
I will do my best to continue putting a good volume and i will try to increase it a little.
I think i will post a graph on how 30s is going in the middle of the month and so far i got lucky and have hit 3 10x in my first 395 spins =D.
Hey Daniel, I read the blog and find it for very inspire and motiveted!
I find some thinng, where you posted to help others, they helped me too!
It's very rare and at the same time it's nice to have people like you, who are not only focused on their success, but also help others find the right path!
I wish you success in the goals you set yourself!
Originally posted by menta1983
Hey Daniel, I read the blog and find it for very inspire and motiveted!
I find some thinng, where you posted to help others, they helped me too!
It's very rare and at the same time it's nice to have people like you, who are not only focused on their success, but also help others find the right path!
I wish you success in the goals you set yourself!
Thanks a lot
i really enjoy help lol =P
September upadate:

A lot of real life problems this month, my mindset was terrible to play and i tilted and had to stop play a lot...
My goal for this month is to be stronger than last month and get back on my schedule of playng study more.
My 30s graph

Not good, but not terrible =P.
and i got the ISP 2 results today too =D

Yay Daniel!
I'm sure you will be back 100% soon and will be crushing it as always
It's good to hear from you ![]()
And wow 5/5 on ISP2, i got 4/5
Cheers!
Hey! i thought ISP2 is not graded ! Best of luck with beatin real life's downswing , Daniel. hope everything'd be fine ! Crush !
whoo hoo! go you! Soon you ll be back on track I m sure! As for real life downswing +1 to Dardoolb
Acompanhando, parece que deu uma esfriada o blog... Mais um BR no time, iniciei em Out/18...
Originally posted by mederiquez
Acompanhando, parece que deu uma esfriada o blog... Mais um BR no time, iniciei em Out/18...![]()
Boaaaa =D , problemas pessoais hahaha espero q mes q vem volte com tudo =D
October and November Update.
Warning not much poker content in this post, most of it is about my real life issues. Sorry for my lack of skill to make it a good history to read lol, but this is more like an outflow (i google translated this world and I'm not sure if this is right =P )
Has been some time since my last post =P, but I was feeling terrible and was having a really hard time in life...
I fell like October is a month that I just want to forget, so much health problems and another problem that I almost did not tell anyone and I fell like I need to get it out so I will do it here...
A Friend that I have for almost 20 years and that I fell like he was a brother to me is having problems with drugs for almost 5 years, last year he was at a rehabilitation clinic and we are the only ones that were going to see him even his mother have give up on him and after this year on rehab we expected that he was not using it anymore.
He loses his job and have been kicked from his house for not paying the bills and his parents did not want to help him, later i discovery that he has stolen money and stuff from them and this is why they aren't willing to help him, and I offered him to pass some time on my house till he gets a new job and was able to get a house again, but at the beginning of this month we caught him stealing money from us and he even stole my father house keys and used his house as motel when my father was not there and stole money and other stuff from there.. when I discovered this I just had to kick him from my house and had to listen to him threaten me and my family after all the help I have give to him...
I was already feeling terrible and that this happens and I feel like shit... I'm just feeling depressed and to help this was not the first time a "friend" used me and stole from me, so I really fell like this is my fault, be being good to others, in my opinion, can't be something bad... so it just sucks...
I'm really having a hard time to move on and come back to be myself again and get out of this bad feeling all the time state, grinding has become a lot harder and even studying that is something I love to do is not the same...
Whining is over here =P
SL made a new challenge for December to play 1.5 spins and compete with Adam to get more EV BI than him, I never have played 1.5k spins in one month, but I fell like the time is perfect for me to suck it all up and rise stronger and try to do my best again and start moving forward in my life again.
Another thing that caught me on surprise is that SL team was very helpful and very supportive for me and understand that I was not ok... I know that we have a professional agreement, but I fell like SL is more than that for me and I just love to be part of it and just don't want to let them down, so I will try to use it to motivate me even more and try to get out of this shit state that I'm in.
Champions stand one more time than the rest and I want to be a champion so this is my time to stand up and shine =P
Wish me luck i and I hope in January I can look back and see how great December was!
Hey, Daniel!
You are a super cool person, we know that from the forums already. First one here to help was always you, and this story proves to me that in real life it's the same.
I really appreciate people like you in this world. I hope that everything is well on the health front. That is the most important after all. I've been going through something similar, and I know how hard it can be to find that motivation to play, study. It's hard to be 100% at the table when something as serious as that rings in the back of your head constantly when you try to play poker or even study.
I am struggling with something somewhat similar and it really sucks. Some days It's super hard to rise back to "who I was" before.
But hey, this is part of life I guess. Just the part that they don't tell you about when you are little and everyone pretends it doesn't exist and ignores it until it is occurring to them. I hope you get over everything and come stronger than ever!!!
And yeah, I agree, the SL Team is amazing. In the end this is a business and a business should be cold and uncaring, focusing only on maximizing its profits. So it's a blessing to work with such people. They did similar stuff for me and even more. So yeah, don't really be surprised. They are pretty cool it seems
I hope you crush the challenge this month!
Cheers and good luck!
Hey Daniel!
Just want to say I appreciate everything you've done not just for me, but for many other people as well. Thank you! I'll share something that I haven't shared with many people as well, but hopefully it might help you to cope with it all just a little bit better.
I've had to deal with a somewhat similar situation myself in the past few months, after one of my close friends sadly committed suicide. He was one of those people that you wouldn't expect do something like this: smart, succesful etc, but most importantly loved and adored by many. While it's not quite the same as a drug addiction, there are quite some similarities in the sense that you want to help them, but in the end it just turns out you can't because either they have their mind made up or because they simply can't escape their addiction. Being close to such a person is especially tough because you genuinely want what's best for them, but because of reasons that are out of your reach, you simply can't help them in the way you would like to and it might even feel like they turn their back on you.
Don't blame yourself for being a good person! If anything, this world needs people like you who want to help others succeed and improve themselves each and every day. Whatever happened to your friend is because of decisions they made, not because you tried to help him. I understand you might feel some guilt or responsibility; I felt the exact same way when my friend put an end to his own life. Up till this day I'm still trying to figure out how I maybe could've prevented it. But fact of the matter is everybody is responsible for their own actions. You're a good guy and from what I can tell you did everything you could to help your friend get back on track. Again, don't blame yourself for being a good person. The world would be a much better place if there were more people like you!
Good luck with the challenge Daniel and I hope you manage to figure out life along the way as well, for as far as you haven't already. All you can do as far as I can tell is to just keep going and try to give everything a place in life at your own pace. The whole situation with your friend sucks of course, but I'm sure eventually you'll be able to give it a place and use it to make yourself an even stronger person than you already are ![]()
gogogo Fan, you're already crushing poker and I'm sure you'll beat this challenge! And hopefully you'll start crushing life again soon as well. Cheers and if you ever need someone to talk to, you know where to find me
Hey Daniel!
Don't worry dude, you already gave the best you could; Good luck in December!
just speechless. stay the kind person you are and dont blame you for anything man!