Originally posted by VorpalF2F
I'm pretty sure that the player pool on party isn't any better than average.
Is there any possibility that chasing rakeback and leaderboard prizes may have caused you to play more hands than you should?
I didn' think about volume at all, but you are right: I played 3 times more hand on PartyPoker because of leaderboards/bonuses.
Originally posted by VorpalF2F
I would seriously consider running Pokertracker 4's leaktracker report on your PartyPoker hands, then separately on your 888/PokerStars hands to see what the difference is.
Thanks for the idea, I will try it!
Goals for the week:
Better later than never, right?
Play 8k hands
Start to read The mental game of poker (finish it till Christmas)
Send a Christmas postcard to all of my clients. (You can't imagine how much I hate printing letters, write addresses and sign aaall of the postcards. However my clients love it, because it is special. They aren't got a postcard from anyone else in 2020. 
NL5
I lost $45 bucks in the last 10k hands. It is not the worst 'everything I do, I lose' kind of downswing, I win 3BIs in one session than lose 4 in the other. I will keep on grinding and learning and hope for the best.
NL10
I played 100 hand only, won 3 bucks. I am not near stepping up, so this section of the blog will be paused for a short time.
Poker "rig"
I finally bought a 22" screen for playing poker, and oh my God, it is way better than my notebooks tiny, 15,6" screen. I am playing with a dual screen setup, one for the lobbis and one for the tables without any overlap. My notebook is sweating while I play. He can't wait to retire, or maybe can't wait for a CPU upgrade? 
I have already upgraded all of upgradeable areas: it has an SSD and an HDD as well and 2x4GB RAM inside. It has a socketed CPU, so I am curious what it is capable of. Any suggestions for a CPU with PGA988B socket, 35W TDP and Intel HM65 Express chipset support??
The most I can do is to clean the dust from inside and applying fresh thermal paste.
Some hands
Not the best line from me, but before you open the spoiler, try to guess villains hand! I bet a beer, you did not get it right 
PokerStars - €0.05 NL (6 max) - Holdem - 6 players
Hand converted by PokerTracker 4
Hero (BTN): 100 BB
SB: 306 BB
BB: 182 BB
UTG: 100 BB
MP: 146.4 BB
CO: 221 BB
SB posts SB 0.4 BB, BB posts BB 1 BB
Pre Flop: (pot: 1.4 BB) Hero has J♣ A♥
UTG raises to 3 BB, fold, CO raises to 5 BB, Hero calls 5 BB, SB calls 4.6 BB, fold, UTG calls 2 BB
Flop: (21 BB, 4 players) A♣ 3♣ 7♣
SB checks, UTG checks, CO bets 10.2 BB, Hero raises to 40.6 BB, fold, fold, CO calls 30.4 BB
Turn: (102.2 BB, 2 players) Q♥
CO checks, Hero bets 54.4 BB and is all-in, CO calls 54.4 BB
River: (211 BB, 2 players) 5♣
Spoiler
CO shows 2♥ 7♥ (One Pair, Sevens)
(Pre 35%, Flop 13%, Turn 9%)
Hero shows J♣ A♥ (Flush, Ace High)
(Pre 65%, Flop 87%, Turn 91%)
Hero wins 202.2 BB
Villains first hand at the table
PokerStars - $0.05 NL (6 max) - Holdem - 6 players
Hand converted by PokerTracker 4
CO: 100 BB
BTN: 131.2 BB
SB: 98 BB
BB: 99 BB
Hero (UTG): 103.4 BB
MP: 94.4 BB
SB posts SB 0.4 BB, BB posts BB 1 BB
Pre Flop: (pot: 1.4 BB) Hero has A♦ K♠
Hero raises to 3 BB, MP raises to 94.4 BB and is all-in, fold, fold, fold, fold, Hero calls 91.4 BB
Flop: (190.2 BB, 2 players) T♥ K♦ T♣
Turn: (190.2 BB, 2 players) A♠
River: (190.2 BB, 2 players) J♦
Spoiler
Hero shows A♦ K♠ (Two Pair, Aces and Kings)
(Pre 45%, Flop 92%, Turn 95%)
MP shows 5♥ 5♦ (Two Pair, Tens and Fives)
(Pre 55%, Flop 8%, Turn 5%)
Hero wins 182.4 BB