Hello!
To put it shortly, I am not able to collect 300 points required. At the moment I have $46 left and I am surely not gonna just give it away. So what I was thinking of is I could try Nl25 SSS or $3 and $6 SnG and hope for the best. As I have exams coming, I have only about 2-3h tonight, which leave me no good choices. Any suggestions maybe?
What I have realised over the three months is that poker needs lot of dedication. Especially at the beginning when you don`t now much what you are doing. Sure, I read beginner articles and got to know the ABC, but it is surely not enough to grind it out to bigger levels. Learning phase in the beginning could be really boring and irritating to build the basis. I think I didn`t have enough willingness to break through the.. I call it mud leage. When I completed ICM light lessons, I thought I had a slight edge over other players. Maybe, but I should have repeated it many times as I have made horrible decisions lately.
I know that I am lacking of commitment and dedication to improve my game all the time. I tried to make my game very simple just remembering the starting charts and stick to them. And that is where problems occurred when my big cards got cracked over and over again. I wasn`t thinking about whether I played them correctly or not. It is always easier to blame others than to look through the situations.
Some of the times I took poker too seriously/personal rather than enjoying the game. Although, there where times when I really enjoyed it and it was a great feeling. But maybe I am not just ready for poker yet.
Best to all,
Bubalus