After gold falls in price, ALL IN on poker

Good start on new year on the tables today. Won a few bi on nl10.

Only played an hour but i will slowly be better at larger sessions.

8/10

Also deposited the max i can and still have food for invest today, so my damn order have a bit more room to maneuver.

Played somewhat fine, did a lot of color coding, but was a little unfortunate, so lost a little today.

7/10

Played for 1 hour again.

A little bonus for the readers, and to explain why my short in gold is not a gamble but a risk of 1 to win 2 aprox. The price is historical high.

So today i moved down, won a bi, then lost it again.

Then i register: 2 10$ and 2 5$ 9 man sng.

Got 2 first places in the 10$ ♦ 7 and 6 in the 5$
So now i more wanna play sng until i get hm3 working.

Originally posted by martinemem
A little bonus for the readers, and to explain why my short in gold is not a gamble but a risk of 1 to win 2 aprox. The price is historical high.

Good spot for a short indeed, well spotted

Yeah what i though so too colorflusher

Today i played 2 10$ and 2 5$ 9man sng

Got 1 first place, but was in the 5$, but i ran like shit in the other 3, but it was turbo aswell, so high varianse.

But 10$ profit since it was 2 tickets i used for 10$.

I just came to a realisation since i could not sleep tonight.
When i was in the psyciatry the first time, in the start of my sickness, i managed to make the doctors and nurses think i took the medicin.
So while i was in such a state of mind, where my illness was peaking, i still made an insane rocket in poker.
From 1.500 dkk to 70.000 dkk in three months, while i was extremely paranoid. However a voice in my head explained, that everytime i would win, he would scream. So that started. And i ended up bust.
My point here is, that when a nurse discovered i did not take the meds, they started to take repecautions until there was pills in my stomach every day.
Those pills made me gain 30 kg in 1 year. And to be honest, imma wreck now due to that. No energy.
Now im on a different type of meds where i dont gain that much weight. But i have only lost 10 kg out those 30.

So im thinking i wanna invest in a exercise bike.

I used to be in a very good shape, but thats many years ago.

And i wont quit smoking for now at least.

Furthermore, i think i have found my motivation.

The regular doctor visits, i was told by the doctor that i should be prepared for, that my mom would forget me due to alzheimers.
Even worse than that, she could die before that due to cigarettes and bad lungs.
And i wanna show her while she remembers me, that i made it big.

Another motivation is i wanna beat an old friend of mine, that i unfortunately lost in a psychosis, since my voices had me convinced he planned for me to get sick. Beat him because in 2016 christmas, he showed me that 300 percent for little over 2 years, is nothing when its so small amt of money. So he showed me an acc with 83 million dkk. So he made 30.000 dkk in 5 mins in front of me.
I did not make much of it, since it did not look like he knew what he was doing.
Then late 2017, just after i dropped 1 mill, i saw him texting on facebook, he really wanted a car to about 1 mill, but could not afford it, so i called him poor as a little payback for disrespecting my run. We got into talk, i was broke and in depth, and he showed me again an acc. This time there was 140 mill dkk. He offered me 400k dk, but i said i did not need money because of poker. He then offered me a job as his driver for 40k a month, turned that down aswell. Then he offered me cocaine, and i got sick allready the day after, hearing voices for the first time.

So pls, how do we start the zoom500 tables again. I see they dead,

Man, if this all is true, you should not play poker, but you have to find some normal job and hobbies. But if you are trolling ...
BTW, did you buy exercise bike?

Originally posted by heimdall1988
Man, if this all is true, you should not play poker, but you have to find some normal job and hobbies. But if you are trolling ...
BTW, did you buy exercise bike?

I can refer to men in black, the truth is in tabloids.
Also, i respect this site, even with the bumps on the road, because it made me, and i also found tradimo from here, back before they updated site. And how can i quit with hm3 working.

Havent found a right exercise bike yet. Im totally green. I know i dont want a console on it. Waste of buyins. But it feels a little better to pay for quality, because this way im pressuring myself more to get on it each day i think.

All in qualsiasi si hanno carte buone

So its been a while since my last update.

The last days its going great:

Havent found a bike yet tho.

Played 1 more small session today:

Played today and a little yesterday:

Today i took a look at the monthly graph:

Not playing so much, but im using the stats for the redline, so i just need to get varianse with me.

After todays first session:

Also, im done with shorting gold, so i will withdraw the rest and deposit to poker when i can.

Its been a while but ive still been grinding, and im feeling extremely good about my game now, had a fine month:

also im able to play for more than an hour in row again now. Which is good