14.12.2009
So long from my last update.........
Well poker is going pretty nice lately, had a -400$ on saturday, but luckily managed to get most of it back yesterday. Other than that I seem to be running into aces quite a lot lately, but maybe it's just a feeling.
Overall I'm happier about my game then I was some time ago, I still make the occasional brainfart, but I need to live with those while multitabling I think.
The end of the year is aproaching now and I think I need to think about the direction for next year. There are a couple of interesting dillemas I face.
I.SSS or another variant!
I think sooner or later I'll need to start playing some real poker. Is not that I don't feel SSS is challenging, I just think that knowing more about BSS would be great, since then I could play live and MTTs and I could also rebuy to fullstack on fishy cash game tables.
So why haven't I started yet?
The main reason for that is lack of time, my time for poker is quite limited, so my motivation to play 2 tables 6max NL20 instead of SSS is almost nonexistent. Also since I'm greatly overrolled for such limits, but also underskilled, I just tend to donk away, playing super LAG and so on. I also haven't decided if I want to be focusing on HU or SH.
Another thing is that I really want to prove to myself that I'm a winning SSS player. Having a good month or two would probably give me the selfconfidence and time to start studying and preparing the switch. I will surely think about that in the last days of the year and try to find a good plan. Also it wouldn't hurt to have a nice capital for coachings and things like that.
II. Full Tilt or Pokerstars (or both)?
Personally I really prefer Tilt to Stars, because of the nicer software and softer NL100 tables. The great stars perk though is that the Supernova bonuses are amazing. The downside is that you really need to put in some sick volume and not starting immediately on january would be a big mistake probably. I also have another 550$ of bonus to clear there which makes it even more exciting.
FT on the other hand, has a little flawed sistem, since it doesn't reward volume. Actually the opposite is true. The only added thing is Ironman (and it's end of year bonus), but since it's so easily maxed up and the bonus is max 600$ for half a year, you actually get a better value for plaing exactly what is needed (as the extra medals are of completely marginal value). I could make iron by playing just half an hour for 25 days/month.
The last options and the more likely is to just play both, it's just I like it much more on Tilt at the moment. Also playing both means double database expenses and so on.
III. Poker and life in general!
Hopefully this year I'll be able to finish my degree and become a civil engineer. This will surely take a big chunk of what could be poker time. After that there will be lots of things to consider, about my career. I'm almost 100 positive I don't want to go on in the same company as I think it would slow down my progress since from a EV perspective I don't think is really worthy to try to get trough the ranks in a company like that. the problem is that the construction business is one of the most impacted from the financial crisis and the market of jobs is not fluid at all at the moment, so having a longterm contract with healt care like I do now is surely worth something.
Another thing with switching to a more challenging and profitable job, would probably mean even longer working times and almost no time for family,poker and other activities. I don't think that capitalistic thinking is the way to happinnes in life, but is surely hard to find a nice balance in life as not being ambitiuos can really put you in a lot of hard spots during your life. Off course I'd love to just play poker full time, but specially in europe I think that's viable only for a selected few, that really are the top of the league.
Please, post some comments those of you who were brave enough to read trough all of this. Any suggestion will be apreciated.
Cya!