I just finished the 2nd day of my challenge and as you can see I'm not doing very well. In the first place I have to admit that I played horrible during my first session. 2nd session was fine - although with some nice suckouts - but the third session was terrible to me. You know what I think? I have not seen so many wierd suckouts at this frequency on any other pokersite ever. I'm not whining because I was sucked out. Even when you spectate the other players at your tables you can say that the underdog improves at least 1/3 times, mostly at river ofc. When I played on iPoker a year ago it was all the same but I thought I was just tilting or something and it's surely not the network but right now I think that iPoker network is somehow wierd. Maybe I just need to let it out to feel better but that's also fine ;). But I'm SURE that I will leave iPoker as soon as I finished my challenge. I think I'm going back to oldschool PartyPoker, we'll see...
EDIT: I just thought about that I played over 40.000 hands since I started this blog and I have not even won one cent. I'm also down like 20 bucks.... That's so fkn lame...
EDIT2: I'm a member on pokerstrategy since fkn three years and I'm again grinding 10nl... What the fuck is wrong with me? I know I can play much better as I do now as I make so much theory in the past and all that... The main problem is that I have to gain more confidence... I just need my fkn balls back...


