it's a a never ending combo of bad beats and setup. I'm running at -10BB/100 hands over the last 50K hands, I can't stand it anymore, I am on the verge of being insane and pretend that my account is rigged (it clearly is). Even the worst fish in the world don't lose at such a winrate.
If it wasn't enough, this is only half the hand I played the last three month, the other half was very similar, but I lost them in a computer crash.
