Time to refocus. I'm way behind my pace, played only 1,4k games this month (700 of them in 4 days). Spent too many days playing MTTs and hoping for a big score(well, i can't whine about that too much, had a nice 4th finish). But anyway, i'm up 9$ on stars this month
What?!?!! So that's it, will play 45/180s only starting tomorrow, will only play few mFTOPS events, but having 1 table running on FTP won't disturb me while playing on stars. Time to take this seriously again ♦ Need to build br and finally move higher than 12s.
Tho, i'm actually lacking motivation recently. Dunno why and how it happened, 3k$ downswing obv has some influence, also running b/e for 2,4k 12$ 180s isn't fun either. Everyday it's just like "ok, today i'm gonna fire sky rocket on 12s", but it never happens, just swinging 1k$ up and down
Tho, i don't really feel lots of fun or excitement while playing, that's the reason why i played MTTs out of my BRM recently, it just gives excitement when you're flipping deep in high BI MTT ♦ While playing 180mans is just like running money printing machine (which sometimes damages bunch of money and i need to repeat the process
). AND also, i feel like rb pro playing 12/180, which also sucks. But well, have to generate some rake->rakeback and hopefully i'll build my roll soon. Will remove 12$ limit and leave 3+R, 7 180s and all 45/180mans higher than 12$ ♦ just a rigged limit imo.
Also, i need to get some motivation and start going to the gym. Haven't done that for too long and i need to keep myself at least a bit healthy. I'm not even saying that i should quit smoking which is close to impossible for me
Any of you did that? Any advices? I guess nothing will help, w/e i tried it didn't work, it's just the question of time when i'll finally realize that i want to quit it (hopefully it won't be too late). Oh well, long post again ♦ guess i need to post a car picture in this too ♦
Hamann BMW 5-Series F10 M Technik
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Did they know that this car is sick even without tuning or they didn't notice that? 
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