Since i got my new account on pokerstars i've been running pretty hot at the NBI hu sng. Currently running at a little over 40% ROI. EV adjusted 26% ROI. Over a really small sample however. I've probably played some of the best poker i've ever played. Yet i don't feel like i deserve to run at 26% ROI (ev adjusted). Everytime i've ran good over a small sample it was always followed by a disgusting amount of bad beats. Because of this i've not been putting in alot of volume.
I did find myself asking a lot of questions.. Like why do i think i don't deserve to run good when it's obvious i'm absolutely crushing the opposition? i really have no answer for that.
But why is it so many players believe they're supposed to run bad or expect it like me ? Just cause you run a thousand dollars above EV in one month does not mean you will run a thousand dollars under EV the next. There's absolutely no correlation between those two. Your just as likely to run above EV a thousand dollars again as you are under.
But why do so many graphs show downswings after upswings?
That's what i was wondering. I think many players are actually making a self-fulfilling prophecy by expecting to hit a downswing after they run hot. They probably consciously or unconsciously adjust their game after they run hot. Most likely they tighten up going away from the most (high variance) EV plays and instead go for the more safe but less EV in the long run plays.
But surely that can't be the only thing. I think it's likely people are less inclined to study/improve their game when they run hot because they're already winning a lot of money. So they aren't putting as much effort into improving as normal or when during a downswing. And therefore their game keeps getting worse. Those two things in addition to simply just running bad is my explanation to this.
This is not so much a question as it is a discussion of what you guys think about this.
