lol i run so bad its out of this world
from 12.8. we set a challenge w Opal and Matusko abt volume goals. I was supposed to play 50k hands for a month from there. I missed this esp coz 1 week of illness and such a continuos unluck i just cant play longer session, its 35BI below EV, thats rly such an intense feeling- like i feel it in my gut that when i have AK pf i cant repush coz i never win. That s just irritating.
today mtts mostly: played a free SnG40man in PokerHeaven for World Champ of ps, finished 2nd (1st ships the 2.5k ticket)- losing 1st hand of HU AK<99 (obv setup, but the guy was just a lot worse than me, geez, he 1 outered me back when i nailed the board w Q7s on Qxxss him hitting the only set he could.. anyway) then i play some small tourneys on Stars, obv i lose AK vs KJ, KQ or KT like every singlet time it comes, and then in wcoop HU event, i demolish the guys in first rounds to get to top512 where i totally outplay again. Then my net gows down for 10mins, i come back w 3:1 stack disadvantage, i turn it around with no sd, and 1 big hand when he makes a terrible R call. He has 8bb left and from then on he wins: 5/5 30:70 or worse, last hand he wins 55:45, that was just obv. The only thing i win is KK>88 weee. Just freakin unbelievable, I am close to my total Agame, which is pretty damn close to worldclass NL2k regs and i just keep on losing like everything on unluck.
obv its BS to moan and groan, i just am so sick right now, but i need to play on, so am writing my soul out, just to feel a bit better. Peter Sagan, instead of winning a race on Vuelta and hence firmly securing a green jersey, misses the last bent (goes to the other side of a roundabout) 300m from the finish and drops outside of top places :facepalm:. Also, our football plrs got a worst in era of our state whipping on home soil vs Armenia 0:4?!?! Also what happened w TT recently is sick. But the cream on the cake of tragedies for last 2 days is prolly what happened in Russia w the Jaroslavl hockey team, 40 of the most in shape and hardworking athletes in the world die in a plane accident. Just like that, all young ppl 20-35yo, travelling to spread their love for their game of hockey. Armageddon coming? 
On the worst note of today: online poker in Czech republic was forbidden by legislation yesterday and will be in effect from January. Since Slovak gov is full of weak puppets who like to get fancy salaries for easy copying, its 100% going to come to Slovakia as well. That's it pretty much for online poker in central Europe, gg. Online poker is so much dying i cant believe it's happening so quickly. For me the adjustment is: rly put in huge volume NOW and try to squuze in as much $ as i can. I will play every single bigger tourney from now on on Stars, trying to get lucky maybe 1 time and hit sth big as well as play as much of cash i can, even NL400 again, just for money. I will likely be moving out of Bratislava for good from the new year. To England 80%. (anyone wanting to set a new pokerflat somewhere around Brighton or so, let me know)
What s happening also, is some platforms as Entraction are banning ppl from several coutries now-goodbye Entraction and even Spain is now having its own gov-regulated poker market.
Wow, i feel like the effective end of online poker is within 2 years for sure.
@nobutreally: backing up in terms of motivation is awesome, i would encourage anyone, it s my passion to play this game, i want everyone to enjoy it as much as i do (usually) and that we spread some
in the poker world, and other parallel worlds as well, why not. As i do on a regular basis either on skype or in the forums or within coachings. I dont back up ppl financially by any means of staking, usually. It has to be an extraordinary exception. I have bad experience, i ll say that much. I generally dont trust ppl who have weird overexegerrated statements and i dont feel the burning passion coming from them. I think in the poker world, there are deffo many very untrustworthy scammy ppl, but i think pokerstrategy is overall on a much sounder side comparing to other poker forums.
Thats basically the reason i am only active here more or less.
@vonki: