fuck you poker i quit

Originally posted by Tarhonya

Originally posted by BoyRobot777
I lack discipline? I might just. But like i said i've been playing over 2 years now, i've manage to build up my rolls from free 50$ that pokerstrategy gave me. I havent put a single dime in poker my whole life. Its all made from my hard work and discipline. To come home, after university/job and still grind for hours in micro limits. I have the discipline, i just lack that X factor which would make me a super winning players with ROI of 12-15%

So you had patience/discipline, but not anymore.

Edit: So I see you play sng...

wtf is wrong with that?

I play sng to build up my roll for hu cash. Its more than that in earnings. But. Is it worth it? Two years+++ of my time? its joke money...

From your original post, you stated :

Originally posted by BoyRobot777
Just fuckin bring back my fuckin money from ftp and am quiting.

This was the last hand i played ever. I had floped straight. I raise, guy 3bets me, i shove he shows up with runnner runner flushdraw. and ofc. i had enough. I got a second offer from party poker, i manage to get from 100 to 800 in few months. just grinding. And am now down to 134. Thank you for waising my time.

You can fuckin be a fuckin card reader it wont help you if you just get outdrawn and outhitted. been playing this shit for 2 years and obviously am not lucky enough to win it big...

So why did you feel the urge to post at all ?!? It is not like you were updating a thread that had been started when you joined or anything. I fail to see the logic from this, unless you were looking for some holy grail of a response to happen. Could you give some insight as to what it would be ?

Bad beat, tilting threads are all a part of this game as seen on many forums.

Obviously poker is not the game for you, so good luck with whatever you decide to do to further your financial stream.

In the end, its your choice.

When i first posted, it was more of psychological release. And i think its very natural to scream out either out loud or here in forums. Thats why there is a downswing report section. To steam off, so it would make you feel just a little better. If you failed to understand the point of it till now, i think you shouldn't read these threads at all...

Obviously it isn't a game for me. And i never took it more as a hobby. Just posting my thoughts and feelings. If you find them useless, as i'm certain you do, please don't comment or read them as it seems they give you negative vibes. Maybe some people will find comfort in my anger and despair when they feel the same way... And having emotions whatever they are is perfectly normal. No one is a machine. Its just a matter of how far will those emotions take you... Thats why not keeping them inside you and releasing is a healthy thing to do in my opinion.

Have been through the same situation many times before, and probably come across it many times more (bad beats, sukouts etc.) so i can emphatically say, i understand the point of view attempting to be addressed here.

As you say, you hope some people get comfort in your anger and despair. We would not be reading another "bad beat" thread if we didnt. Poker is a very emotional game, with swings and roundabouts. I am merely waiting for a response to your outcry that truly makes any sense to it all.

Chin up and good luck with it all

Originally posted by BoyRobot777
I play sng to build up my roll for hu cash. Its more than that in earnings. But. Is it worth it? Two years+++ of my time? its joke money...

Wow... with logic like that, why not rob a bank?
Seriously, you are winning as an sng player, winning or close to BE in NLHE cash, and losing badly in PLO.

If you're only here for the money, than why not stick to and master SNG?
As I see it you're tilting away your money if you play cash games from time to time anyway.

lol if it takes u 2 years to make 1250$ profit. Then ur definitely doing something wrong

i made 1160 profit in 3 months 26 days

Originally posted by Heave112
lol if it takes u 2 years to make 1250$ profit. Then ur definitely doing something wrong

i made 1160 profit in 3 months 26 days

Over 2 years i've made about 4-5k in profit. I've played cash games in the beginning. And i've been mixing SNG and cash game forever. So sng its just a part of my winnings. But in the end, 4-5k in profit is still a funny amount of money so yeah i agree, maybe i am doing something wrong.

Im with you OP. Im out as well, I have the same story as you

I don't know exactly how much volume you put in but really loosing more then half your bankroll isn't something that is uncommen even when playing good. I have seen really good players lose alot of money over a large samplesize still they grind it out and come back on top.

The argument for passion isn't as bad as you think sure there is alot of mathematical in there but i is the attitude that makes you a good player. Where you are sulking why am I keep geting this unlucky'' good players are thinking 'ok, got unlucky but could I somehow have made better plays' and try to there hardest if the can find any small edges to improve there game. You probably won't go to that extend to improve your game if you really don't enjoy it and jus playing it to get some money.

Originally posted by Saren113
Deezer, you are saying you almost always got the best hand. That's makes me think that maybe you are pushing to tight?

When you are feeling down about poker don't play!

When you get upset / Happy by a game it's a form of tilt.
It's just to face the fact badbeats happens.

what about recording a session when you play, and post it here for comments etc.

Can't blame Pokerstars for how I'm playing the last half hour. I can feel myself on tilt and making bad choices, really shouldn't be playing. Helps to be able to win flips. Or a suck out now and then would be nice. LOL, as soon as I said that I won AQ vs KK.
Decided that as I'm not trying to progress anymore I should just play at lower BIs and have some fun. Perhaps this is detrimental to my play but will hurt my roll less. Recording sessions is a great idea but will probably just note down the hands that I get knocked out on. No recording software :(.