Thank you very much, Rhodriguez! I analyzed my hands and the frustrating thing is, that I really do much more pushes/calls/folds right! Bad luck frustrates me, I´m happy to find wrong hands, because then I can say: next time I do it better! I can control it. But getting better and loosing and loosing because running under EV is extremely frustrating!!
For example:
99 < J4o
AA < J8s
AKs < AQo
QQ < J5s
So but I see I´m not suuuuuuch a huge fish, okay.
But anyways, a little "break from grinding" and a little freerolling will do my soul good. A couple of days just some SCOOP qualifiers or freerolls or some funny stuff..... will increase my motivation again.

