At $125, I took a shot at NL5. I was looking forward to this moment. But when it came, it wasn’t pleasant. I suddenly felt fear and uncertainty at the tables. Playing NL5 was not comfortable for me at all. Plus, I was wondering if my bankroll was enough. I had the feeling that there were no weak players at the tables, that they were all playing great and I didn’t have an edge on them. I came from NL2 where I usually had 2-3 players marked as fun players, sometimes there was a full table of fun players. And here I had no one.
My bankroll went down to $100 pretty quickly. I was upset and wanted to break my plan and instead of going down to NL2, I wanted to boost my bankroll from my pocket so I could still play NL5. Fortunately, I didn’t do that and went back to NL2 in a disciplined manner, planning that when I make it to $115, I’ll take another shot at NL5. So I did, but the next shot didn’t work out either. I went back to NL2, but I kept sinking lower and lower. Even down to $70. Going through my hands, I made mistakes on NL5 and then on NL2, but not that many. I was starting to go under EV. Now I’m $60 under EV and my bankroll is $86. I don’t know if I can call that a downswing. The sample size is too small.
Anyway, I’m glad I was disciplined and came back to NL2.
I’m studying and trying to run it up.
Next time I’ll write about how I study.
