No Badugi tonight due to early tilt. It has happened a lot this year: I get a very good stack in a Five Card Draw SNG, but simply can't close the deal. The shorties just won't get out, and I eventually run into a cooler or suckout that instead puts me into a shortie position myself. Either that, or I "learn" from all those instances and decide to be really tight, in which case my stack just dwindles down while the shorter ones keep doubling-up against each other, and I still end up as the first person to go.
It has happened to an annoyingly high degree already. In tonight's variation, the player in 2nd place did a re-steal with a lower pair than mine and hits a two pair. When I eventually got out, I recognized it as the first tilt domino and cut things short. There was only one Stud8 SNG left, which also ended up bubbling.
I'm starting to have serious doubts about SNGs as a side game, where I'm currently just floating around break-even for the year. Right now, they offer neither the profits nor the traffic nor the enjoyment to make them worthy filler material - in fact, they are currently very weak in all three of these points. The problem is that without them, most of my long-term goals for this year go out the window. I wanted to keep building my bankroll to get ready for shots at 5CD and Stud8 MTTs, which have relatively high buy-ins. How am I supposed to stand any chance in there if I am doing so poorly in the SNGs?
Probably best to stick to Badugi for the time being, even though I'm really over-bankrolled for those games if they are more or less the only thing I'm going to play. I could try to get back into 8-Game, but I don't feel so confident about that either.
I'm not sure what to do, and I'm not sure why I'm feeling so stressed lately either, there is really no reason for it. The new job is going fine so far.
On a positive note, OFC is still going strong. Maybe those games can replace the SNGs, but I think at least Badugi should stay, it has too much of a legacy.