-- it's about how hard you can get hit and KEEP MOVING FORWARD. --
Here in the "spoiler" are some of the old stuff left from my first post, which I've decided not to erase however, as well as I didn't feel the need to start a whole new blog/thread.
Spoiler
A little POKER and LIFE background
I've been around POKER for 3 and a half years right now, been "trying" to achieve something, but since I never took it very seriously as it SHOULD be taken, naturally I haven't succeeded much and haven't gotten anywhere, obviously. Busted my roll quite a few times, while trying different stuff on mainly no limit hold'em. Started from FR cash games, then switched to MTT's, then tried FR cash games AGAIN, then switched to 9max SnG's, then tried MTT's again ♦ but mostly satellite MTT's, where, actually, I might have achieved finally something in the long run if I hadn't cashed out almost all of my winnings because of my living situation, but what's done is done, obviously, so then again I switched to 9max SnG's, while one day I had a thought that I want to play heads-up ♦ Soooo I started HU SnG's then
Had quite a nice run at the beginning, but since I was soooo eager to get somewhere high and do it FAST ♦ I used a VERY, especially for HU, aggressive bankroll management, where, of course, when a downswing arrived, I couldn't handle those massive swings and HU's massive variance neither with my BRM obviously, nor mentally ... So I got almost broke again ♦ leaving with the same 50$ "starting capital", which I've gotten from PS 3 years ago ♦ And THEN ! ♦ I've stumbled upon 6max format, noticed that it is way looser than 9max SnG's, meaning it is still FUN, but at the same time not that aggro and variance'y as HU
So I started grinding 6max SnG's, built up my BR to like 300$, when I accidentally one day sat at a cash table, and realized that I like it waaaay more, as well as I realized that my post flop play is veeery poor after these SnG's, and also there are faaaar "less regs at a table" because of that fact that you can table-select. So from now on, I'm going to concentrate at 6max cash games, starting from NL25, using aggressive bankroll as well, but this time I'm way way stronger mentally than before, because, actually, as I said to a friend - if you want to become tilt-resistant, you should try to play heads-up for a while ♦ because, MY GOD, what things, and CONSTANT things, massive 1-2 outter suckouts IN A ROW I've experienced on myself, that now, being back to FR MTT's or these my 6max games, almost NOTHING, really NOTHING surprises me anymore, as well as tilts. So that's basically why the aggro BRM
but STRICT BRM, meaning moving down limits whenever necessary.
And as from my LIFE context, I could mention that I've graduated in economics; and then worked for a little over than 2 years "under my university specialty", which I actually hated, as well as the whole "economics" itself; and then finally I had a chance to just quit it promising myself that I never EVER going to work ANYTHING similar, despite the pay and whatnot; and so I've been unemployed for quite a few months, but since I needed that fckng money to survive, cause I was still living with my girlfriend, and been supporting us both for quite a time, and since I promised myself not to step in any sort of boring office again, I decided to "try out my country's catering industry" working as a pizza cook; but then things got really bad at "home" with My Lady [game of thrones, ha ♦], we actually DID broke up, and I was AMAZINGLY depressed that I've never been in my life before, I instantly quit my job, didn't even wanna live at times anymore and had to take some medicine, well to cut the story short basically went a little nuts at that time :))) BUT it is actually very nice right now that I can REALLY SMILE looking back at all of this, cause I DID learn a fckng LOT, and got some massive LIFE experience which really did make me stronger eventually
aaaanyway, so as I was saying, I quit my job, and finally of course I didn't have the money to rent a place, so I had to go back to my parents after this while, and since I didn't have anyone no more to take care of and stuff, and didn't want to start working any other boring job, I decided that it was the TIME to finally take a serious look at poker. And so I did ...
Well, at least I thought I did, but actually I was just lying to myself cause I've been incredibly and extremely lazy, didn't study almost at all, neither new material/videos, nor my own game, and in almost 5months ... FIVE fckng MONTHS !!! its actually a really LOT ... I honestly didn't get anywhere. And then thankfully enough I crossed my eyes on - yes, of course ! ♦ - Gordon's "Champions stands up one more one time than the rest" series
And it DID give me a WAKE which I really needed. I also tried to apply as a student of his, when being finished that last video where he invites everyone to take the challenge, but unfortunately he replied that he doesn't take any more people, and somehow, I don't really know why exactly, but I got a bit disappointed, cause I really felt like I NEED a coach, a mentor, and that I just CAN'T do this on my own anymore. So then again sadly enough I went into that "lazy-depressed mode" of mine, cause I've been having some "problems" in my personal life as well, not just poker, until ... Until few days back
Something somewhere in me just FLIPPED. I really DID finally somehow realized that NOTHING and NO ONE is gonna change anything, but ME ! ME and me ONLY. And I don't even need Gordon for that
Well, maybe I need ... ♦ And maybe I'll buy some videos from him, or even a coaching if I have the money someday, but to make a START, I really REALLY can and MUST do this on my own. So I've read like five blogs from people who ARE under his program at this time, both IMACHAMPION blogs, and picked some learning things and tips WHAT they were and are doing, and I'm gonna adjust them a little to better suit MY needs, and I'm gonna apply them here.
And so THAT's why The Blog.
My RULEs and TASKs :
The MAIN RULE of this blog is to update it for 5days/week, and not just to "update" it, BUT also to complete AT LEAST TWO "daily tasks" for that every particular day. It is the CORE PURPOSE of this "challenge"/blog, therefore it is a complete and definite MUST. And I'm gonna do that for AT LEAST the next 10 weeks total. After that, I will review everything and decide if I need more time, or not.
Other rules* along the LIST of DAILY TASKS to pick from:
- hands equity, 10 exercises
- range % "visualization" (not sure how to correctly call it though), 5 exercises
- 5 imaginary scenarios of a hand
- post 5 hands on hand evaluation board, PROVIDING as much info as possible
- 1 opponent analysis, generating USABLE-VALUABLE but easy to read in-game notes
- 1 new video, WITH mini "summary"/new things learned, posted here on blog
- 1 new article, WITH mini "summary"/new things learned, posted here on blog
- MINIMUM 5 pages of "Let There Be Range" book, WITH mini "summary"/new things learned, posted here on blog
- deep analysis/"leak finder" of 1 randomly picked session
- range estimation, 5 hands/exercises
- attend a pokerstrategy's coaching, WITH new things learned [IF POSSIBLE], posted here on blog
A major UPDATE
Ok, folks ♦ [even though I'm pretty sure no one IS reading this ♦ but let's just pretend a bit, for my own sake of fun ♦], so I have a LOT of changes
been quite busy [and some other "stuff" ♦] the last few weeks, so had to kinda "forfeit" this challenge ... And even though "theoretically" it failed, but as W43z3l pointed out in his video a very good thought - you have to understand principles, not laws
And it's not just in Poker, but in real life applies as well. So even though "the law" here was to update this blog 5days/week with at least two daily tasks, which I obviously failed now, however the "principle" behind this law was to see the VALUE of learning
And I most certainly did
I already feel a huge improvement in my game [even though it is still a MINOR one, compared to what's left out there :)], after watching those few videos, coachings, and summarizing that amazing book
So I will DEFINITELY continue doing that, but not anymore in that strict "challenge" form though ![]()
So RIGHT NOW the DESIRE is as follows:
- Mondays: main focus - zooming*.
For at least 2 hours, if stop-loss lets me of course, AND IF ! I won't be tired after Sunday's Tournaments. Will try to post graphs and maybe some interesting hands, although not quite sure yet IF i'm gonna start right away with that, or maybe a bit later. But def someday graphs are gonna be here
* yeeeeep, after watching Pleno's videos and coachings I really DID pick a lot of useful things from him, and now zoom is kinda awesome ♦ but let's see how that develops FOR ME though later on ♦ - Tuesdays: main focus - learning + satellite.
At least 1 "bigger/longer" daily task OR 2 "shorter" then + the satellite in the evening if possible. Gonna summarize some stuff here as before, if there be any. And also simply just track it by saying that I've done this or that. - Wednesdays: main focus - zooming.
For at least 3-4 hours, preferably trying to lean more and more bit by bit towards 4-5 hours, IF stop-loss lets me. PLUS!, would be good to attend [more often than not] Pleno's public coachings in the evening. - Thursdays: main focus - learning + satellite.
Same "rules". - Fridays: main focus - zooming.
Same "rules" as wednesdays except for coaching thing. - Saturdays & Sundays: main focus - satellites and of course Sunday Tournaments if possible.
Also, gonna try to mix in sometimes a table or two of zoom if I feel like it, and maaaaaaybe a daily task occasionally if I have a need
So it is a quite simple "plan" from now on, let's see how it goes for me now and if it needs any changes
Oh and also, just for curiosity-and-tracking-sake, gonna try to make a record here as often as possible on 1) what time did I GO to sleep last night, what time did the ALARM go off and what time I was ACTUALLY out of bed; and 2) what part of the "plan" I managed to complete yesterday, and what+why not.
Ok so ...........
