Hi guys, I have been play poker (only NL Texas Holdem) for near an year now and I have not once wrote a line of complain on this forum or anywhere else. I have study and I have tried to follow all the advice from other member of this great community in my best way. I have made some result as I have been suffered from bad bet but never a complain or any sort of negative attitude has come from myself. I have taken with sport spirit any defeat with the hope to make progress and learn from it.
As a result of a negative period for me, I start feel lost and down and for the first time after all this months I start see and end of all my dreams.
I need a desperate help from you as I never asked such things before. I have spend word in defend of the poker rooms on my site and on various forums against players furious. Today, I feel that my venture has not a future and I am afraid to open my PC to play again.
I realise that there is not way I can make a win any more I am losing confidence and the awareness to be overtaking whatever is my starting hands start to influence my game in a very negative way.
This is how I have finish my tournaments in the last three days and it start play wrongly in my mind that the poker is not for me.
Today
http://www.pelopoker.com/flashs/pelopoker_replayer_ptad.swf?id=1039871925&hostid=1000
Yesterday
http://www.pelopoker.com/flashs/pelopoker_replayer_ptad.swf?id=1234022602&hostid=1000
Tuesday
http://www.pelopoker.com/flashs/pelopoker_replayer_ptad.swf?id=1268655964&hostid=1000
I start realise that if I cannot win a game with a premium hand it is a sign that for me it is all over. Please help ...