Ive been writing this post for about an hour now, and just when i finished i realized it was a whineing post about bad beats and donkyes. So i deleted it.
I just had my third attempt in poker (3rd 50$) flushed down the drain, and i just cant figure it out why. My budds play poker online with zero knowledge, i crush them in HU or any kind of pokermath, pokerknowledge or whatever, but still they somehow get to win more then me on NL2 and NL4.
I put in effort, i play 5 hour sessions just to get enough sample size to analyze it later, i make notes, use pokertools, i never tilt. But there is just some reason why i cant win.
NL2 is soft, very soft and easy...a lot of maniacs there, i play very tight, i play position, i isolate the really bad fishes and i get beat. They have hands you would never guess they had, its just impossible to read their play, no patterns whatsoever. I tried playing straightforward, just good old aggression when youre ahead but no value there, no one is gonna call your 4 bet with KK...all of my preflop allins were vs. AA and KK, no queens, no ak's, no jacks. Moving in with anything weaker than KK is -ev.
So i post hands here to see if im the crazy one here or is shoveing with AK normal...coach says i did good. Sometimes i feel like im overestimating them, i just cant see how can someone be so degeneric and raise me allin on draw heavy board, making me fold my set. And then they show me air...then a few hands later on another table some guy shows brilliance by texting a chat message reading my hand correctly on a turn, on a drawless board and folding his set for my full house.
My question is, what mindset do you have vs NL2/NL5 players? How many of you have donked their BR before "getting there"(NL25<)? What is the thinking process when in a hand (particulary when you multitable and have just a few seconds to respond)
Soon im getting 50$ from TAF payout, and im seriously considering just rouletting it till i have enough for at least NL10...