Before I outline who I am and what I want out of poker, the main reason I am considering starting a blog is because I am generally a stickler for the rules but really only when I'm being monitored.
I used to have glamorous expectations of poker. I thought I was capable of entering a few tourneys, making a couple of good in the money's and that would get the ball rolling. I knew of someone who's brother was consistently making a couple of grand a month and he was only 18 for a small period and didn't think it was out of my depth. (once I was of age). First came into contact with poker when on a school trip to the states. Flush with spending money we would play poker at night in our rooms and I managed to clean up...(over $100 over a few nights, which is pretty nice when youre 16 and have no income yourself!). Following this we played for a couple of years on average once every 2/3 weeks and the standard of the groups game improved hugely, but consistently 2 of us always figured in the money.
I am now 20 years old, a student studying a mathematics/statistics based university degree and have made no enrodes into a career in poker. I play frequently online however I never have attempted proper bankroll management in all this time while being very much aware of the concept. I go through phases of craving the game and detesting it, but in a tiltish, childish way. I looked to huge MTT formats I couldn't afford bankroll wise i.e $22 (I am a student) and didn't have any consistent look. Made a couple of decent cashes but blown away over time i.e two $1000 payouts and a few $350/$400 ranges but overall they've been wasted. Either through ambitious tournaments there after or miscellaneous reasons.
On top of this online history I have played in 7 live poker reg tournaments and have finished in the money in 4 of them with average fields of 55/60, which is pretty good and I am definately up money from them, but time consuming and would deviate from my new BRM plans so I will leave this for now.
I have never really taken to cash because it appeared to take too much time for the returns, even though I am in profit from them. My lack of discipline to date has been a bit of a joke and so I'm going to give blogging a go to try keep me in check.
Tonight, with a low bank balance (no job as I stopped part time work to focus on college) I turned some loyalty points which bought me $1.10 SnG 6 man turbo ticket into a second place finish rewarding me a massive $2.10. I decided to grind it out at the .01/.02 cash game tables for a couple of hours while watching TV and I now have €13.89 in my account.(wowafuckingwewa)
Well good boy, so what?
I am going to try be a bit more disciplined and continue to play NL2 CG's on the same software and build up a bankroll steadily. If I keep to this and it doesn't work, I might consider kicking the poker bucket. There's no real goal as to what the money is for or the likes, I will see if anything comes of this.
- I will give frequent updates on how the micro's are going and post steady bankroll numbers
- I will try put some time aside to read articles on pokerstrategy
- I will learn how to use these forums properly, including hand uploads, tracking performance regarding statistics and purchase a decent poker tool/software once it becomes viable
Cheers and good luck to whoever's time I've probably just wasted!!