Hi guys
I'm Avataren or just Ava. I'm a long time member of the FL english community. Ive been playing low stakes like forever. and now its time to reach my goal of $1/$2
A bit of info on my poker history:
I started out playing HUSNG NL back in 2009 and was a member of a husng community ran by a good friend. Long story short. I SUCKED bad. In fact i think i always hated NL , back then I was also a huge tilter. My anger was great and poker only fueled that. Part of it was my passion for it. When I go into something i jump straight in and want to do my very best and be the best.
So anyway I played on the back then corrupted FTP and lost all my money when it shut down. Shortly before that I had tried various formats like PLO, razz and even some other draw games. at last i found FL and found out "HEY, i can only lose 12BigBets per hand! and not my freaking whole stack in 1 hand! YAY ME!" I instantly fell in love ..
I played around 10.000 hands on FTP before it shut down, but i was hooked i loved Fixed Limit so much i longed for more videos to watch. I wanted to find players who played FL and i remembered PokerStrategy and tried that and found the English forum. I was shattered to find so few.
I tried to find all the new FL friends i could find. (It succeeded) .. So one night i had played on stars and trying to get used to the software instead of FTP's. After a little chat with my beloved wife. I decided hell no if im gonna throw more than the -300BigBets on 5/Tc because i played like an NL player which is basically nitty and shitty.
I found Leader22 on this site. Got in contact with him, In one hour he made me a winner. Literally giving me a hand chart and a few tips. I began winning at a rapid rate. 3 - 4BB/100 which is like 8bb/100 for any nl players taking their time reading all this.
I loved every second of 5/Tc and actually played more than 140k hands before i even dared moving up. I started with $50 and went up more than $200 as it stands today at 5/Tc .. I moved up to 10/20c got scared played bad moved back. I hated that limit after 15 tries i simply said hell no i grinded 5/Tc more won so much i could try 25/50c It went good i was yaying then it went bad, i hated every day of playing i tilted (mentally) I was right back at 5/Tc .. trying to move up 20 times. not better. Until upswing mixed with bonuses and deposits because i wanted to be sure i had enough on my account to feel safe. Im very conservative with my bankroll management.
I got better and better. Now I'm sure im ready for .5/1 beating it. I don't care about the other stakes. now its time to focus on .5/1 and I don't care how long i have to stay at this limit now its time to get some money.
Poker Goals:
Be a $1/$2 reg and winner
Get more volume in
pretty simple goals. So where am I right now
I'm at $0.50/$1 trying to get as much volume in and be a winner.
So a new month is starting and I for the first time want to get GoldStar on PokerStars.
made some calculations and it requires at least 800 hands per day at .5/1
So the past week ive been practicing 8 tabling at 5/Tc . Today was my real test playing 8 tables at .5/1 . I felt really comfortable. Played well even though it was a bit tighter than if i play 4 tables .. But i guess something must be doing good as my BB and SB play has gotten considerably better than just a week ago lol. so anyway.
next month (starting in a few hours) I have to play around 800 hands per day for 30 days and i will be GoldStar. and hopefully have a green winrate. I can accept being breakeven for a maximum of -0.75BB/100 winrate. In fact id be extremely happy if I'm breakeven. so I can only be happily surprised if i manage more than -1BB/100 Which i strongly believe I should be able to.
Proven winner at 5/Tc

Graph of .5/1 adventure so far

Yeah i know it looks bad at higher stakes But i ultimately think the only reason im not already a proven winner at 25/50c and .5/1 is lack of volume and the inability to show my A game for longer periods of time resulting in more volume. Due to my family which is my 1st priority always and an illness ive had all year which im recently started recovering from. yay me.
I will have to show the discipline of reporting in every day. But It will probably only be stating i reached my daily hands goal and a quick summary of how i feel my game is. By the end of the month will come a total graph no matter how it looks. Lets wish and believe that I can show a good graph.
to sum it up
Poker Goals for next/this month.
800 hands a day for 30 days in a row.
Get GoldStar.
Show a minimum of breakeven winrate.
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Current/Starting bankroll: $401.90

