Hi there!
It's almost 2015, and that means i would like to get my goals straight. Not only in poker, but also in life. Let's start with a brief introduction:
I have been playing poker since i was 16 years old. My dad introduced me to the game by buying a some pokerchips and a card deck. We played for fun, and then when i searched Google, i discovered online poker. I signed up at some rooms, busted my play money accounts frequently and learned a bit in the process. When i started to really gain some traction, i had some serious tilt problems (still have, but less). I didn't understand the variance of the game that much, and i thought i was the most unlucky person ever.
Fast forward a couple of years, and i have learned the game a bit better. Not really THAT much, but better then 6 years ago. I play on Pokerstars and on some ipoker skins at the moment. Mainly cashgames 5NL and sometimes 10NL. I have set some clear goals and i would like to share them with you guys!
Goals:
I'm still in school, and i need to be there for 2,5 years. So when i'm done, i want to have a bankroll to atleast go semi pro. I think 2,5 years of studying poker, getting better and make my bankroll grow should be enough time. Besides that, i would like to start my own (small) business. More about that later on. I'm currently going to a rough patch right now (not poker related). I have some problems regarding some weird mood swings. No guys, i'm not on my periode and i'm not a girl :P. It's a cyclus that returns once in a while. I generally feel like shit, and i always think that i'm not worth it. It's really hard for my girlfriend, because when she tries to help me, i refuse and share nothing about how i feel. I had a psychiatrist once, but i didn't like it. Maybe i should try it again.
In general i'm a very closed person. I don't tell how i feel, and i certainly don't tell this to my girlfriend or family. I feel embarrassed i guess. I had a quick conversation with my teacher about this problem, and he will look for counseling so i can talk to someone. I'm not always like this
But when it happens, it sucks. It's not that i am depressed or something, because when i'm not feeling this way, i'm very easy to hang out with. People see me as a nice person, as someone who always speaks his mind.
So, let's make a list of what i want to do in 2015:
- Move up to NL10 [ ]
- Move up to NL25 [ ]
- Move up to NL50 [ ]
- Quit smoking [ ]
- Play MTT's (will qualify through satty's [ ]
- Study the game [ ]
- Get coaching [ ]
So thats' it for now
if i want to add something, i will!

