Hello,
I was thinking to myself, what can I improve in my poker game, in myself and in my life overall. I started thinking that, if i want to become better at poker, i have to blog, i have to ask opinions, I have to discuss and take criticism. I have tried to start a blog once before, it didn't last long, because I became lazy and it was more of like private diary, witch i did not have any motivation to fill.
This time I will try something different, I will post my hands, graphs, thoughts, ideas and more in a PS forum, mainly because I always fail in the end because of lack of consternation and motivation.
I hope that this blog, or whatever it will be, will help me become not only a better player, but a better person... And the truth is, I also have a lot to offer and to tell, from the past and the present. So this will be quite a ride for me and the readers and followers.
I have not read any other blogs, so i will write, what is on my mind and what is going on basically...
I am 25 years old, I have played the game for 8 years at least. I am not quite sure, when I became a PRO, or am I even a PRO, because I have suffered some serious gambling issues, witch are related to sports betting. I have build a decent bankroll so many times from zero, that it makes me sick, to think that I always lost it in short period of time on sport betting. I will get to that problem later deeply.
Not to get anyone confused, I am not as you think "fish" at sport betting or some crazy gambler, I just have to have the most epic bankroll management problem and money tilt ever, when it comes to betting.
My goal for the next 2 months is go from nl20 to nl100 and earn 15k euros. I have done it several times before, but this time it will be different, I hope that with the help of PS people, coaches I can get over my dark periods of gambling career and focus on the goal and don't make one step forward and two steps back, as I have been doing all my life!
To start of and make it interesting, I will be posting my last months poker graphs NL20, my summer NL100 graph and my overall PokerTracker lifetime graph ( NL 50 and NL200 in there) Those graphs are only for one certain poker room!
NL20(now 2015)

NL100 (summer 2015)

Overall in BB (Nl20-NL600 1 poker room)

