i feel like i have the need to explain myself
i usually dont play that many mtts, because theyre quite time-intensive. but i have a pretty bad cold for the last couple days, so i figured why not ?
have some bbv for your entertainment, here are my favorite and least favorite hands so far today :
so theres one guy all in at the start of the hand, but hes sitting out, so no showdown. dat turnminraise (always nuts 
PokerStars Hand #177279681087: Zoom Tournament #2074369099, $5+$5+$1 USD Hold'em No Limit - Level IV (30/60) - 2017/10/23 16:37:28 CET [2017/10/23 10:37:28 ET]
Table '2074369099 69' 6-max Seat #1 is the button
Seat 1: aarrabiata (5229 in chips, $7.50 bounty)
Seat 2: rmpkrbr (7004 in chips, $10 bounty)
Seat 3: trueman777 (66 in chips, $5 bounty) is sitting out
Seat 4: RazzleFazz (1361 in chips, $7.50 bounty)
Seat 5: Andy_Pavlen (3339 in chips, $5 bounty)
Seat 6: souzaa25 (4569 in chips, $7.50 bounty)
aarrabiata: posts the ante 7
rmpkrbr: posts the ante 7
trueman777: posts the ante 7
RazzleFazz: posts the ante 7
Andy_Pavlen: posts the ante 7
souzaa25: posts the ante 7
rmpkrbr: posts small blind 30
trueman777: posts big blind 59 and is all-in
HOLE CARDS
Dealt to aarrabiata [8h 7s]
RazzleFazz: folds
Andy_Pavlen: folds
souzaa25: raises 61 to 120
aarrabiata: calls 120
rmpkrbr: folds
trueman777: folds
FLOP [2c Ah Td]
souzaa25: bets 180
aarrabiata: calls 180
TURN [2c Ah Td] [Tc]
souzaa25: bets 360
aarrabiata: raises 360 to 720
souzaa25: folds
Uncalled bet (360) returned to aarrabiata
aarrabiata collected 1202 from side pot
aarrabiata collected 249 from main pot
aarrabiata: doesn't show hand
aarrabiata wins $2.50 for eliminating trueman777 and their own bounty increases by $2.50 to $10
SUMMARY
Total pot 1451 Main pot 249. Side pot 1202. | Rake 0
Board [2c Ah Td Tc]
Seat 1: aarrabiata (button) collected (1451)
Seat 2: rmpkrbr (small blind) folded before Flop
Seat 3: trueman777 (big blind) folded before Flop
Seat 4: RazzleFazz folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 5: Andy_Pavlen folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 6: souzaa25 folded on the Turn
PokerStars Hand #177279899011: Zoom Tournament #2074369099, $5+$5+$1 USD Hold'em No Limit - Level V (40/80) - 2017/10/23 16:43:48 CET [2017/10/23 10:43:48 ET]
Table '2074369099 19' 6-max Seat #1 is the button
Seat 1: Sr.FireoNe (4062 in chips, $5 bounty)
Seat 2: aarrabiata (4733 in chips, $10 bounty)
Seat 3: tutu_bolota (3491 in chips, $5 bounty)
Seat 4: 5years (2884 in chips, $5 bounty)
Seat 5: reks1zer (8191 in chips, $5 bounty)
Seat 6: Denise84540 (3829 in chips, $5 bounty)
Sr.FireoNe: posts the ante 10
aarrabiata: posts the ante 10
tutu_bolota: posts the ante 10
5years: posts the ante 10
reks1zer: posts the ante 10
Denise84540: posts the ante 10
aarrabiata: posts small blind 40
tutu_bolota: posts big blind 80
HOLE CARDS
Dealt to aarrabiata [Qc Jc]
5years: raises 95 to 175
reks1zer: folds
Denise84540: folds
Sr.FireoNe: folds
aarrabiata: calls 135
tutu_bolota: calls 95
FLOP [Kc 4d Ac]
aarrabiata: checks
tutu_bolota: checks
5years: bets 269
aarrabiata: raises 4279 to 4548 and is all-in
tutu_bolota: calls 3306 and is all-in
5years: folds
Uncalled bet (1242) returned to aarrabiata
TURN [Kc 4d Ac] [3d]
RIVER [Kc 4d Ac 3d] [6s]
SHOW DOWN
aarrabiata: shows [Qc Jc] (high card Ace)
tutu_bolota: shows [6c 3c] (two pair, Sixes and Threes)
tutu_bolota collected 7466 from pot
SUMMARY
Total pot 7466 | Rake 0
Board [Kc 4d Ac 3d 6s]
Seat 1: Sr.FireoNe (button) folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 2: aarrabiata (small blind) showed [Qc Jc] and lost with high card Ace
Seat 3: tutu_bolota (big blind) showed [6c 3c] and won (7466) with two pair, Sixes and Threes
Seat 4: 5years folded on the Flop
Seat 5: reks1zer folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 6: Denise84540 folded before Flop (didn't bet)
how sick is that ♦
it feels like i always run bad when i'm taking shots, btw, am i the only one? maybe its a psychological scare money issue, kind of a self fulfilling prophecy