I think I had enough of this (but not yet)

_Anonymous_ · 2012-04-29T01:35:48Z

So first, I played ~50.000 SnGs and DoNs before I came to iPoker network, where I had constant ROI of around 0% even though I am running around 500 BI under EV. Mind you, I don't mind my 0% ROI, neither do I mind being this much under EV. But where the fuck is the kill-switch? WHERE?!! Since I came to iPoker I won approximately 35% of my all ins (I'm not exaggerating) even though I was definitely a fair favorite most of the time. Just keep getting my aces out flopped, when I'm behind in an all in (but not dominated) I win like 1 out of 5 etc. That's horseshit. All of this keeps happening over almost 5.000 games? How is this possible?! Magic -7% ROI. Really, 4.000$ under? That's a year's salary here in Serbia. I can't take this shit anymore, it's not worth losing my life or my health. I got 2 more days to clear this bonus of 1.500$ which will keep my hopes up for the next month. If I can't manage to rake approximately 215$ in the next 2 days with these 130$ I have left, then I'll probably quit poker. And to be clear, I improved greatly over the past several months. I'm doing SnGWiz Push/Fold with 98% accuracy on Average and 90% on Expert (even though I'm racing through them, taking one second tops to do one, I could do much better if I took my time) but I guess that means shit. Or all those videos I watched and good changes I implemented. 4 Years of studying poker and improving and this is what I get? Getting bum fucked? I swear to God, I sometimes feel like I'm in The Truman Show, being manipulated and laughed at. EDIT: I wanted to dedicate another page to these great winning regs at iPoker and their brilliant plays but that will have to wait for tomorrow. This is how I know I should be winning money instead of plummeting down. When I see how shit they are and still having positive ROI.