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I didn’t write anything about chicks for some time. Today I am making small update with this. I have a GF. The more I know her the more I am into her. It’s really great. I am very happy that I met her so fast after last one. With her it’s much better. I am very happy I met her and it’s just fucking great and I am happy with her. Great bonus is that I am not tilting that much. I am much more stable emotionally, she’s very supportive and it’s fucking great. It should have good impact on my game.

Anyway I am not sure about my working schedule. In last three months I have only 3 times 2 days off. 2 times reason were personal. Once it was because of monkey tilt. Tedler in his book wrote that we need more days off than I make. I need to read about it once again and rethink about everything.

Originally posted by ilidek
I didn’t write anything about chicks for some time. Today I am making small update with this. I have a GF. The more I know her the more I am into her. It’s really great. I am very happy that I met her so fast after last one. With her it’s much better. I am very happy I met her and it’s just fucking great and I am happy with her. Great bonus is that I am not tilting that much. I am much more stable emotionally, she’s very supportive and it’s fucking great. It should have good impact on my game.

Anyway I am not sure about my working schedule. In last three months I have only 3 times 2 days off. 2 times reason were personal. Once it was because of monkey tilt. Tedler in his book wrote that we need more days off than I make. I need to read about it once again and rethink about everything.

Well now that you have a girlfriend again, what better excuse do you need to take more breaks away from the game.
Poker should be an add-on to life. Not your reason for being. Play as much as you like but find a balance with your new love. You will find life much more fulfilling.

Originally posted by TheMarxBros3

Originally posted by ilidek
I didn’t write anything about chicks for some time. Today I am making small update with this. I have a GF. The more I know her the more I am into her. It’s really great. I am very happy that I met her so fast after last one. With her it’s much better. I am very happy I met her and it’s just fucking great and I am happy with her. Great bonus is that I am not tilting that much. I am much more stable emotionally, she’s very supportive and it’s fucking great. It should have good impact on my game.

Anyway I am not sure about my working schedule. In last three months I have only 3 times 2 days off. 2 times reason were personal. Once it was because of monkey tilt. Tedler in his book wrote that we need more days off than I make. I need to read about it once again and rethink about everything.

Well now that you have a girlfriend again, what better excuse do you need to take more breaks away from the game.
Poker should be an add-on to life. Not your reason for being. Play as much as you like but find a balance with your new love. You will find life much more fulfilling.

This is a risk with all work rather than just poker imo, there's always a risk to overvalue the $EV.

Did you drop of limit? Thought you were playing higher than NL50

@TheMarxBros3
You are damn right with more balance. Poker still need to be my top 1 priori. She agree with that but also I will be softer for myself. It improved my mindset a lot. I mean even when we can spend hours on doing nothing I still feel very relax and it always was a problem.

@metza
I still think $ are very imporant. The point is that I was working so much that I think I should calm down a bit and get more from life. Especially that I really love to share my time with her.

@WillyD
Nah HM shows NL50 because I play at nl50 as a part of warm up. I prefer to warm a bit on lower limit.

Finally good day. I haven't those days for a while:

Free until Sunday I am doing a break :

Enjoy your break and come back even stronger

Sorry to say that, but you seem to be waaaaay to results-oriented.

@DannyJQ
Thanks! Of course I will

@MisterSnS
Answer bellow

Today a bit longer post because yesterday I was busy . This 300 downswing doesn’t have an impact on my break. I want to make it month ago but I didn’t have any idea what I could do so I would just be depressed doing nothing fun and it would make more harm than good. Right now I can spend this time with my GF what I enjoy very much and it’s a very right time to make a break.

Today I am doing all that crap I should do before. Probably tomorrow I’ll make some of those stuff to but since Friday to Sunday I won’t do anything. I’ll go with GF somewhere far away from city. I won’t take PC and I’ll use silent mode on my cell phone. On daily basis I get a lot of info. I play poker, I read, I play logic games on my phone, etc. My brain works all the fucking time now I want to make a break and be brainless for a while. I won’t do anything poker related so it’s my last post. I’ll break this daily routine with posts for this break.

I am not restful oriented that much. There are sessions that I am unhappy about and I am tilted even though I won a lot. There are also session where I am mega happy with my play and how I react when I lost a lot of cash. What tilts me most at this moment is when I can’t hit anything. I 3bet with AK and miss board 7 times in a row. I hit bottom two raise flop and TP on Turn get paired. Those stuff doesn’t cost a lot of money but they are worse for me. I am very happy that I have this break and I can’t wait tomorrow because today I have a lot work.

This is my month graph:

It’s pretty fine. I was expecting pre rake back 3.5-4k$ month but it’s still fine. I shouldn’t expect anything else than playing good poker. I’ll re value everything after a break. Anyway I am fine with this month.

Congratulations! I’m impressed by your regular work and the results you obtained since our first exchanges a few months ago. You really held up to Gordon’s challenge. My blog is still at the beginning, but your results encourage me to go on.

@PowerSnoopy
Thanks. I remember that you tried few months ago to write every day.

It seems I didn’t have a break. Not the one I was planning. I am ill since last
Tuesday. I lost like 4-5kg because I was barely eating, I was sleeping all day long had temperature and all that crap. I am still not completely healthy but I’ll play tomorrow some poker. I am just bored like hell and I’ll give poker a try.

Fckin' Come BACK!!!

nice to see u running good again!

I always recognize, that your sessions are always suuuper long. dont you make any breaks?

@thisrockz
I am also happy that I had such a session. I do twice sessions a day. I prefer to do it and have free time than spliting in for whole day. I have some procastination problem so I evade it by working longer.

Very happy that I am down only 100$ I should lose much more fortunatelly my opponents didn't go for value right. Graph for today:

Pretty hard sessions today. I am glad that my GF was chilling me down. I am also glad that I decided to give it one more shot after ~1400th hand:

Today nothing special. I am exhaustaed and I am going to sleep:

it's wierd that post didn't show up like on 3 other blogs. I wrote on all of them from Smart Phone. yesterday I had free day and was drunk

I got owned pretty fast. In next few days I am not sure about my performance I am still ill and I will change my working schedule I will wake up at 7 AM. I am reading Letherass book again, he wrote there how imporantat it is to keep working schedule. At the begining I got owned pretty fast and I was winning it back:

Blaaah fall asleep around 3 AM but that's fine, this is how it is at the beginning.

I'll probably give up playing vs agro donks for a while. Lost like 12 BI to agro donks who were 3beting all the time and are very agressive postflop. I also drop down in tables. I won't play more than 2 tables no matter what. Fortunatelly there were few fish who gave me some money.

I don't know what's wrong but I haven't crushing for a long time. I need to change something. I stop making mindset exercise from Tedler book because it didn't helped me. GF helped me much more than those stupid exercise I will give up with Session Reviews for a while and focus only on playing and I will also re watch Gordon HU Mastermind + TIlt free today. I'll test new apraoch for two weeks and check the outcome.

Stoplose for today: