Weird things happens. First time I was having a good night sleep with a women (I am in Wroclaw right now). If it wasn't enough we fall asleep hugging and holding hands, so sick! I've never thought I am gonna be such a deviant, what I have become... 
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I feel happy. What's weird I wasn't aware about huge impact of your surrounding. It's soo much harder to work somewhere. Still I am gonna do my job cuz I can't let Franek earn any money on me 
Originally posted by ilidek
Weird things happens. First time I was having a good night sleep with a women (I am in Wroclaw right now). If it wasn't enough we fall asleep hugging and holding hands, so sick! I've never thought I am gonna be such a deviant, what I have become...Rofl. ♦
It happens, I don't remember when I was such happy like for last three days (if I even was) and now it's hard to remind myself times when I was soo sad. There were woman who were my phantasy after I've picked her up in Spain. I was very mad at myself becuase I didn't take contact to her. She found me on FaceBook after 2.5 months, we've meet in Łódź and it was fantastic. Next week I came to visist her and it was AWESOME, it really was. I've told her about my plans to visit Columbia in September. She can't move from Europe because of her family, she also has her own flat in Wroclaw, I have to go becuase I gave my word to a friend. It would be probably easier to handle if something would go wrong but everything was fu cking fantast
From one side I should be happy because my "dreams" comes true. I've also learned that it's not worth to giving up your goals for women because you will have best sex ever for one night and fast they will forget what have you done and they will try to test how much more you are willing to give up but from other side for very long time I wasn't such unhappy as now.
I am trying new program, cold turkey. For next week I have only two hours window for watching movies, checking FB, checking poker sites. I did it to don't grind web browser while playing, we will see how it's going to work.
Hero (SB): 113.23 BB
BB: 114.53 BB (VPIP: 74.26, PFR: 22.77, 3Bet Preflop: 7.84, Hands: 101)
Hero posts SB 0.5 BB, BB posts BB 1 BB
Pre Flop: (pot: 1.5 BB) Hero has 7♦ 5♠
Hero raises to 2 BB, BB calls 1 BB
Flop: (4 BB, 2 players) 5♣ 9♠ 9♣
BB checks, Hero bets 3.4 BB, BB calls 3.4 BB
Turn: (10.8 BB, 2 players) 3♠
BB checks, Hero bets 6.63 BB, BB calls 6.63 BB
River: (24.05 BB, 2 players) 4♦
BB bets 18 BB, Hero calls 18 BB
Hero shows 7♦ 5♠ (Two Pair, Nines and Fives) (Pre 16%, Flop 0%, Turn 0%)
BB shows 9♦ 9♥ (Four of a Kind, Nines) (Pre 84%, Flop 100%, Turn 100%)
BB wins 59.3 BB
3 months of fighting:
After I saw that I have 10k this month I hit and run one fish ♦ It was my dream since I start work with Gordon to make 10k pre rakeback one month, now it's reality. Becuase of this cold turkey shit I can't grind internet so I clean my house. I finded out few things. Anyway it's kind of interesting why different women do the same thing, they always leave something at your place....
Also it's kind of funny. Most women call me Jew. If it wasn't enough they think I earn avarage it means they think I make like 800$ per month or something, I wonder how would they call me if they knew how much I earn
Originally posted by Wolfske
Congrats !
Thanks
Woke up at 8, couldn't fall alseep so was working up to now. Still 5h left.
Last whole month in Poland. I am reducing everyting, buidling new goals for month, I've found I've made 670 notes. Most of them were session analyses, notes from coaching, etc. I did a shit load of work. Also found some great posts where I was writing something like "I've met her, yesterday she was dancing for me, she was doing it like stipper I wonder what will happen" then I start laught because I realized she used me few times in a physic way, was telling me that we can should have realtionship and left. It's a guy thing and she did to me Anyway I am very happy about reading all those memories that I forgot.
Originally posted by Jumbleboy
impressive! good job! ♠_cool:
thanks
Windows is fucking shit. Great Laptop work like shit, everything frezze after like 4-5 months of using..... I think I have to format everything before Columbia.
This women from Spain is kind of impressive. He've heard me while talking with Franek via skype about commitments. She asked about it and long story short we have commit together to lose 5kg in 2 months. Lately I am a bit overweight. I've lost ABS. I have a lot of sex, I've earned nice money for a while I have 5 chicks and I have to chose with who I am going to hang out on reagular basis. Everything went so well I was drinking a lot of wine and long story short I had 97.5kg... ♦ Anyway now I am back on hardcore diet, I am not gonna lose with women for fuck sake'
Today friend who were playing nose bleeds came over, didn't manage to format this piss of.... Recovery doesn't work on new SSD Drive it only works on old HDD.
Amazing blog mate!, following you now. I manage my goals in a similar way to yours, I did the Gordon course, achieve some long term fitness goals and I have reached 2/4 NLHU. Besides a month's vacation in Ibiza, Amsterdam and UK (Just for party and stuff, was a dream to have that posibility).
Regards from Argentina!
(No homo, just in case ♦)
Originally posted by Confeti
Amazing blog mate!, following you now. I manage my goals in a similar way to yours, I did the Gordon course, achieve some long term fitness goals and I have reached 2/4 NLHU. Besides a month's vacation in Ibiza, Amsterdam and UK (Just for party and stuff, was a dream to have that posibility).Regards from Argentina!
(No homo, just in case ♦)
Thanks I am glad that you like my blog and I am glad that you achieved your goals. Vacation in Ibiza sounds cool. I am gonna do that one day also.
"Regards from Argentina!"
I have tickets to Columbia at 3rd of September so we are going to be "neighbours"
"No homo, just in case ♦"
Made my day ♦
