Thank you all for responding! I was quiet for few days, needed to think it through and make best decision. It says: I am starting from the bottom again!
@tonypmm: I'll try to eliminate ego, it slows me sometimes even in music and it is hard thing to fight. You are right, it clouds my mind and slows my improvement. Again, I agree with you about micros as platform for learning and moving on. I don't wanna forever be here and grinding cents.
Thank you!
@holmeboy: about video... No problem, just say do you want video with my comments or with audio off? My english is not the best, but I can record it with though process.. Thank you very much, your help is very appreciated!
@tadcka: yeah I talked about NL10 too much, that is not my goal, seriously. I also agree about watching videos and reading books with pretending that I am studying the game, I had that feel a lot of times, it is sometimes I "must do" and then I watch video with my thoughts about food, sport, music, etc...
I'll definitely post some hands with my though process and try to find good micro/small stakes group. I was and I am in few groups but with time everybody lost their motivation, so that groups are now groups about life, girls, sports etc...
Thank you for motivating me, I really love this game. I'll check your blog
@ ilioas: I am amazed too! Never had such quality response in any poker community!
So all after all:
I am starting on Pokerstars with 36$. Format is 6max rush poker as usual. I was thinking about normal tables, but to be honest it really bothers me when I have to wait, search through milliion of nit tables, playing with 30c shortstackers etc and rush is still very,very soft on this limits.
Wish me luck, comment, ask, feel free to do anything