Challenge Days: 205&206
@braca93
TX Filip!
I want to move abroad because I want to learn and see other cultures, mentalities, landscapes etc. It's true I could have a very nice life in Croatia but it always was a big dream of mine to travel around the globe with a backpack. More of adventures/challenge type of person. Although probably as it seems without backpack TX to a card game called online poker and the goals I have there :P.
@ilares
TX French crusher!
OK guys,
Looks like I manged to score the worst $ update ever. I mean at some point it had to come since in the last couple of months I was almost printing money. 10 BI down on NL400 + 2,5BBI on NL1k already brought the month in a -7k deficit. Whatever I play I simply see red. The biggest irony is that I even played NL50(hit stop loss but I needed rake) but I also lost there in 1k hands about 10 BI.When things are not running good the stakes actually do not matter. But to not fool myself I have to say that there is portion of bad plays alongside the bad run.
But on the other hand I take things realistically. I mean I made 60k$ in the last 3 months without any bigger downswing which speaks about the impressive run that I had. On the other hand I'm generally always looking to find something positive in the tough moments and so the goal for this is month is to turn things around and fight for another positive month no matter how much $. This motivates me quite a lot. A small green month looks always better then a red one despite myself kind of getting used to this 5 figure months.
Also this getting used to 5 figure months was the reason for my semi-insomnia, at least I believe. I was too obsessed about how I'm possibly not going to make a 5 figure score etc. As always you handle good things very easily but hardly the bad ones.
I've been getting a fairly decent amount of questions about this project and since I would like to make a present to the readers of my blog for completing the challenge and at the same time answer all the questions I'm looking for a solution how to combine this. I have some thoughts on my mind but would appreciate ideas from you guys.
But before I leave you have to leave some bad results:


TOTAL CHALLENGE: 118 819.61$(LAST UPDATE) - 7 629.30$(WINNINGS 2DAYS) = 111 190.31$ / 250 000$
So biggest losing update book. Now it's time to turn it around. GO,GO,GO Hans!!!!!