2015. January

Ok like i said in previous posts, FUCK January!!!!!!!!!!!
Really not my month, playing my best game but still can't win anything and it hurts when you know that you beat that limit but what can you do...
Anyway i got nice rakeback deal on Ipoker so i'm going to play there for some time and see how it will go.
Also on January i wanted to play at least 150h but in the end, with bad run etc. didn't played even 100h so yeah, i know i need to change something and maybe with having rakeback i will motivate myself more to play more than 100h in February.
Well on Twitch i already have close to 50 views and 2 followers
i like it and it's fun, the only problem is enligsh word/s pronunciation but i'm getting better and better, so yeah, i'm happy as a clam ♦
This week i will DEFINETLY upload my first video on youtube 
About the girl i met at the party, well to be honest i still don't understand japanese women, it seems relationship is the last thing they want. The scale goes like this: school first than work than hobby and maybe just MAYBE they will get a boyfriend, which is nice but it really iritates me when you don't understand if they are interested in you or not. for fucks sake. We had some flirt and so on on facebook and as soon as i asked if you want to hangout in the city or her place(She living in in different city, 2h ride ) she just started to ignore my message for some time(almost a week) and at that time i understand that i should stop bothering her and give up but nooooo, today she wrote that she's interested to meet me but she's only will be available at the end of February and i was, really? you logged on facebook every damn day and only after a week send me a message that she wants something...
My god, it really gets on my nerves...
I'm sorry for sounding like horny 12 years old boy, but i really don't understand what she wants, i have no intention to meet her and fuck her brains out on the same day, i want to have a nice relationship, go to dates and figure out if she's the one because right now i feel like i'm been played with, otherwise i can't explain this BS...
Anyway, hope this week will be much better and hope i will finaly have nice upswing in poker and real life... ♦
Gl&HF