Nothing worse than a huge loss after a good start.
I even checked my sessions, only a few costly mistakes, everything else is a pure downswing 
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Positive hand of a day: The power of position 8♦:6♦:
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for me, the discipline required is stopping when losing. i am going to set a loss point where i stop playing and have to fight not to get tempted to go back and play that day. with winning, it has been easy to stop at a certain goal, but that "i have to get it back" feeling is very hard to overcome!
Had one nice day without coolers, and back to rollercoaster again
mirth, losing is not the problem - you'll have some ugly sessions, where you can't simply do anything. Sometimes it's motivating, to go back and play more that day. As long as you feel you are playing good poker. But when you start feeling frustrated, it's the point when you should stop playing.
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Positive hand of a day: Who needs pot control, right? A♦:A♠:
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yeah true, i can usually tell when i am "hot and bothered" and when i could play "normally" again.
Monday's usually not the best day for poker, so I kept it simple.
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Let's update the results of the whole month.
Wasn't as successful, as I wanted, but at least it's a profit, thanks to the last session 
I should play more often after midnight, fishes just handing out money 
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)Positive hands of a day: It's just rarely I get paid off like this A♠:A♥: ..and this beauty 9♣:7♣:
MARCH SUMMARY
NL25:
Compared to last month's NL25 results, it's a big step up. Probably mainly cause of less spewy moves and tighter range.
NL50:
Very disappointed with my red line, although it felt like this month NL50 was extremely fishy and it's hard to keep redline up, when noone gives a damn about my aggression 
BONUS:
OVERALL: +1105.9$ 
So I'm pretty sure my main goal for the next month - improving the red line in NL50.
Took one day off, wanted to start a new month with a fresh mind. Seems that it worked
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Positive hand of a day: That good feeling of a random donation A♥:A♦:
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I have no idea how did I end up in profit yesterday, was a really ugly rollercoaster, with a lot of coolers and some tilt
And days like these remind me why I do this challenge and why I need a good sleep. Was playing quite tired yesterday, far from my best poker, knowing when I'm making a mistake and still doing it.
Like someone said "when you don't feel like playing your A game, don't play at all".
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I'm so tired of poker. Day after day just grinding through shitloads of frustrating sessions. One day without any nonsense and then five days of crap. And every week is the same.
It feels like with more experience I can manage tilt better and get used to frustrating sessions, but Pokerstars always finds a creative way to tilt me 
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Positive hand of a day: This just perfectly illustrates the whole day A♣:T♠:
Bluff of a day:
Was trying my best yesterday, did only a few mistakes, still end up in minus. $1076 loss in two days - must be a new record
The worst part about such downswings, that I'm starting to doubt myself, to doubt poker in general, and that negative attitude leads to -EV decisions.
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I'll take a break today. I need to clear my head and watch some coaching videos.
At least you are runing above EV. If your winrate is below 2bb/100 such swings are common thing, only 20BI.
Almost forgot how good it feels to play with a fresh mind, now I see how tilted I was these days without even realising it 
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Meh.
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Positive hand of a day: It's nice, when they shove on your quads 6♦:6♠:
Bluff of a day:
Nothing new these days, just riding the rollercoaster 
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Positive hand of a day: Patience pays off T♥:T♦:
