3 sats today. I didn't win ticket. I was unlucky in one AQo<Q8o, I love lose to 3 outers in the other two I couldn't do anything. Maybe tomorrow I will be more lucky if I play.
Today I went for two hours walk with my GF and daughter. We were walking next to the river in big mud. My daughter was exhausted and dirty up to knees:) It was good fun, last time when I was walking in mud I probably was about 10 years old:)
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I am fuc*** idiot. Bubble boy in one tournament and unlucky in other one AKo<A5o.
Why Am I idiot? I pushed K7s BvB having stack which probably would give me a ticket got called A9o by loose player who called me before with 95o. I wanted to win that ticked so much that so much that I stopped using my brain at all I think. I should have folding to to the end of tournament. I am fucki* greedy idiot. OMG. I think I will not sleep today!
Idiot, Idiot, Idiot I am!!!!
Hi!
I was angry till midday because of my decision at the table last evening but now it's almost gone. I throw away 200 hundreds bucks. I feel ashamed cos I haven't won one SM satellite since I started the blog and when I am playing I am always thinking, what I will write on my blog instead of fully focusing on my game. I want to write that I won ticket. Yesterday I wanted it so much that I made school boy mistake.
Today I played 3 sat and I lost all of them. I was running into big hands but I have to admit that when I had a big hand I was winning them so it was equal. Once I pushed from CO K4s, and I have been called by blinds JJ, QQ! Once I went all in ( can't remember hand) and I have been called by 4 players AA, KK, QQ, 55! Fella with QQ won.
Tomorrow I will try to play, but I have something to do as well so I can't be sure of that.
My daughter have last ballet lesson in this term and parents are invited to watch so I 'm going to have fun as well cos kids usually are very shy when parents are watching them and they do funny things or crying:)
I wanted to play today but I am too tired. After work I had a lot to do then went with my daughter to ballet lesson ( she was promoted to more advanced group ), then I played with her and now I have a time for myself but I will go sleep in a minute.
i am playing at the moment, I will post something tomorrow cos it will be tomorrow when I finish:)
I finished today:(
Hard to win anything:
Commited( all hands vs the same player 57/44)
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Poker Stars, $1.50 Buy-in (15,000/30,000 blinds, 3,000 ante) No Limit Hold'em Tournament, 8 Players
Poker Tools Powered By Holdem Manager - The Ultimate Poker Software Suite.
Hero (SB): 29,800 (1 bb)
BB: 165,870 (5.5 bb)
UTG+2: 208,381 (6.9 bb)
MP1: 362,400 (12.1 bb)
MP2: 320,580 (10.7 bb)
MP3: 451,932 (15.1 bb)
CO: 630,654 (21 bb)
BTN: 293,472 (9.8 bb)
Preflop: Hero is SB with 3
5
UTG+2 raises to 205,381 and is all-in, 5 folds, Hero calls 11,800 and is all-in, BB folds
Flop: (110,800) 6 Q
2
(2 players, 2 are all-in)
Turn: (110,800) 4 (2 players, 2 are all-in)
River: (110,800) J (2 players, 2 are all-in)
Results: 110,800 pot
Final Board: 6 Q 2 4 J
Hero showed 3 5 and won 104,400 (74,600 net)
UTG+2 showed 3
3 and won 6,400 (-26,600 net)
Then vs the same player:
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Poker Stars, $1.50 Buy-in (15,000/30,000 blinds, 3,000 ante) No Limit Hold'em Tournament, 8 Players
Poker Tools Powered By Holdem Manager - The Ultimate Poker Software Suite.
SB: 48,911 (1.6 bb)
BB: 356,400 (11.9 bb)
UTG+2: 314,580 (10.5 bb)
MP1: 445,932 (14.9 bb)
MP2: 624,654 (20.8 bb)
MP3: 287,472 (9.6 bb)
Hero (CO): 101,400 (3.4 bb)
BTN: 283,740 (9.5 bb)
Preflop: Hero is CO with J K
4 folds, Hero raises to 95,000, BTN folds, SB calls 30,911 and is all-in, BB folds
Flop: (145,822) 2 T A (2 players, 1 is all-in)
Turn: (145,822) 6 (2 players, 1 is all-in)
River: (145,822) 7 (2 players, 1 is all-in)
Results: 145,822 pot
Final Board: 2 T A 6 7
SB showed 6 K and won 145,822 (96,911 net)
Hero showed J K and lost (-48,911 net)
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Poker Stars, $1.50 Buy-in (20,000/40,000 blinds, 4,000 ante) No Limit Hold'em Tournament, 8 Players
Poker Tools Powered By Holdem Manager - The Ultimate Poker Software Suite.
SB: 395,932 (9.9 bb)
BB: 683,654 (17.1 bb)
Hero (UTG+2): 45,489 (1.1 bb)
MP1: 273,740 (6.8 bb)
MP2: 349,644 (8.7 bb)
MP3: 273,000 (6.8 bb)
CO: 301,400 (7.5 bb)
BTN: 135,758 (3.4 bb)
Preflop: Hero is UTG+2 with T T
Hero raises to 41,489 and is all-in, MP1 folds, MP2 raises to 80,000, 4 folds, BB calls 40,000
Flop: (253,489) 2 5 6 (3 players, 1 is all-in)
BB checks, MP2 bets 265,644 and is all-in, BB folds
Turn: (253,489) 2 (2 players, 2 are all-in)
River: (253,489) A (2 players, 2 are all-in)
Results: 253,489 pot
Final Board: 2 5 6 2 A
BB mucked and lost (-84,000 net)
Hero showed T T and lost (-45,489 net)
MP2 showed A K and won 253,489 (169,489 net)
Other tournament:
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Poker Stars, $2 Buy-in (2,500/5,000 blinds, 500 ante) No Limit Hold'em Tournament, 6 Players
Poker Tools Powered By Holdem Manager - The Ultimate Poker Software Suite.
Hero (SB): 73,150 (14.6 bb)
BB: 50,900 (10.2 bb)
UTG: 40,500 (8.1 bb)
MP: 38,025 (7.6 bb)
CO: 87,475 (17.5 bb)
BTN: 21,800 (4.4 bb)
Preflop: Hero is SB with 6 6
3 folds, BTN raises to 12,500, Hero raises to 72,650 and is all-in, BB calls 45,400 and is all-in, BTN calls 8,800 and is all-in
Flop: (125,100) T K K (3 players, 3 are all-in)
Turn: (125,100) 3 (3 players, 3 are all-in)
River: (125,100) 3 (3 players, 3 are all-in)
Results: 125,100 pot
Final Board: T K K 3 3
Hero showed 6 6 and lost (-50,900 net)
BB showed 8 8 and won 125,100 (74,200 net)
BTN showed Q A and lost (-21,800 net)
and two hands later:
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Poker Stars, $2 Buy-in (3,000/6,000 blinds, 600 ante) No Limit Hold'em Tournament, 7 Players
Poker Tools Powered By Holdem Manager - The Ultimate Poker Software Suite.
SB: 66,900 (11.2 bb)
BB: 187,925 (31.3 bb)
MP1: 39,000 (6.5 bb)
MP2: 77,475 (12.9 bb)
Hero (MP3): 15,750 (2.6 bb)
CO: 112,291 (18.7 bb)
BTN: 29,600 (4.9 bb)
Preflop: Hero is MP3 with J J
MP1 folds, MP2 raises to 76,875 and is all-in, Hero calls 15,150 and is all-in, 4 folds
Flop: (43,500) Q A T (2 players, 2 are all-in)
Turn: (43,500) 6 (2 players, 2 are all-in)
River: (43,500) 7 (2 players, 2 are all-in)
Results: 43,500 pot
Final Board: Q A T 6 7
MP2 showed Q A and won 43,500 (27,750 net)
Hero showed J J and lost (-15,750 net)
another hand on 4bb:
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Poker Stars, $1 Buy-in (2,500/5,000 blinds, 500 ante) No Limit Hold'em Tournament, 8 Players
Poker Tools Powered By Holdem Manager - The Ultimate Poker Software Suite.
Hero (SB): 20,950 (4.2 bb)
BB: 55,474 (11.1 bb)
UTG+2: 73,129 (14.6 bb)
MP1: 39,400 (7.9 bb)
MP2: 62,551 (12.5 bb)
MP3: 40,450 (8.1 bb)
CO: 23,100 (4.6 bb)
BTN: 92,300 (18.5 bb)
Preflop: Hero is SB with J J
3 folds, MP3 raises to 39,950 and is all-in, CO folds, BTN calls 39,950, Hero calls 17,950 and is all-in, BB folds
Flop: (109,350) 5 8 6 (3 players, 2 are all-in)
Turn: (109,350) T (3 players, 2 are all-in)
River: (109,350) 7 (3 players, 2 are all-in)
Results: 109,350 pot
Final Board: 5 8 6 T 7
Hero showed J J and lost (-20,950 net)
MP3 showed 9 9 and won 109,350 (68,900 net)
BTN showed A 7 and lost (-40,450 net)
In addition, perfect timing:)
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Poker Stars, $2.02 Buy-in (4,000/8,000 blinds, 800 ante) No Limit Hold'em Tournament, 7 Players
Poker Tools Powered By Holdem Manager - The Ultimate Poker Software Suite.
Hero (SB): 44,850 (5.6 bb)
BB: 42,622 (5.3 bb)
MP1: 54,885 (6.9 bb)
MP2: 34,800 (4.4 bb)
MP3: 44,700 (5.6 bb)
CO: 92,700 (11.6 bb)
BTN: 29,900 (3.7 bb)
Preflop: Hero is SB with J K
5 folds, Hero raises to 44,050 and is all-in, BB calls 33,822 and is all-in
Flop: (89,244) A 7 5 (2 players, 2 are all-in)
Turn: (89,244) 2 (2 players, 2 are all-in)
River: (89,244) 5 (2 players, 2 are all-in)
Results: 89,244 pot
Final Board: A 7 5 2 5
Hero showed J K and lost (-42,622 net)
BB showed K A and won 89,244 (46,622 net)
I wanna cry!
No poker today! ( Started post yesterday) 
I am going to go for my friend birthday party.
I didn't plan to play but I had some free time so I played few sng yesterday and today and one sm sat. Sm sat went well until first and after add in mulitway pot My JJ lost to 78o. In sng Yesterday I won few bucks and I lost few today. In total I lost a dollar. I play football tomorrow so I won't find time for poker probably but who knows?
I played two satellites last night ut I forgot to post anything. I was unlucky after add on. My AK didn't hold vs 82s from UTG!
Other tournament wasn't rebuy and I tilted and was out shortly after sm sat.
Today I didn't play at all. I was planning that but I couldn't and when I could I was too tired.
I am fighting my back pain. Last night I woke up few times in pain but in the morning it was ok. I had day off cos I had to take my daughter to hospital to see a specialist. Once I came back home my back start aching more and more. I feel like old git:)
No time for poker today. I had to look after my daughter all day cos she is not well. It's not very easy when back aching:( Maybe tomorrow I will play. No I have to take some pills and I try to sleep.
I didnt poste nothing recently cos I was broken:( I have busted. On Friday I played few tournament and I couldnt cash even one, after I was unlucky I started tilting then I calmed down, sorted myself out and I was unlucky again pushing A5s from CO, I have been checked by AJ, on river I had gutshot and fd but outs never comes when You need them. I had one more MTT to finish and I kept playing till 4 o'clock and finished 15th casing some changes. I have to wait until money which I invested in one player will come back to me. I don't want to make another deposit. I want to rest a bit from poker as well. I started surebettinig and I kinda like it. It's not the same as poker but allows me to make some money. However at he minute I building my bankroll and learning. I have already made mistake on first sure bet. I didn't check liquidity of market on exchange and my bet couldnt be fully cover so I had to correct it with worst odds and that brought me small loss. I can't understand why I am running so bad at satellites> I was running ok for ,ore than half of the year and suddenly I become shit player. I never done any SR but when I started and I started corrected my mistakes it didnt help me. I keep tilting when I am close to the ticket, maybe thats my problem I scare to call or push sometimes and I push in wrong moments sometimes thinking ( or rather not thinking ) that I have a lot fold equity on some players and they call me with worst hands (sometimes better) but I keep loosing anyway:(
I won't stop writing here but I want to rest from poker at least one week.
