Hi Matt and welkome to my blog.
It was a while when I last time write something here. Not proud of that for sure. Can say that because of time but probably should take few minutes per day or at least per week and write something.
And I was thinking about it lately. Have a lot of to write it. A lot of thinks happen in second half of that year.
Ok. Will go into more details soon. Probably the most interesting think is that I quit my regular job and start doing poker full time. Why? Because I just feel that I have to do it. You now people always talk about what they wanna do in there lives, how they are unhappy at there jobs and so on and so on. But almost no one take an action to change that. Everyone looks for right moment, right time. But it will never actually came. Always came something in between.
So I did in eyes of "normal" people absurde thing. As loosing player quit my job, where I have been payed every month (around €1k) and start chasing my dream. And yes I find myself in verry uncomfortable situation. Especially financially. But you need to belive it and follow proces. And by that I don't mean that I will stay with poker even if I won't have something to eat, like some gambler. No. I will look for a job if I will need money and I won't get any from poker. I just did what almost no one dare to do it. If I am insane? Probably yes. But I decide to do it and for now it is working fine for me. It will be probably even better if I will put in 120%.
I must be onest and say that if I won't succeed I would need to give a credit for that to my not so good work ethic. And because of that I wanna get back to that blog and start to update it daily.
Let's go to games that I play lately. At the moment I am looking for a game where I will be able to get as much as possible $/h for my low BR. Yea I already say that I am not normal
. So what is my thinking process? How to get bigger BR and at the same time get enough for my monthly costs?
I decide to start playing CG. Before I was playing 6-max turbo SNGs, but I don't have passion for them anymore. If I am onest, I never have some real passion for playing them. I always love fast formats. Yea but then I will say to you that by the far best format that I wanna grind in the future are MTTs. WTF!? Or? Yea. I love MTTs and I wanna grind them in the future. But for now I will just stick to the format that will bring me $ faster and I think that CG is good option. I was playing CG before, but stop it because it was really annoying to me when table brake and I need to find another one. And now is there speed poker, where is always full table. Definitelly it is more profitable to play normal CG format, because of table sellection, but I don't like them.
Because of that I decide to start playing 6-max ZOOM at NL5. Right now I have played around 24k games and have around 5bb/100. My goal is to reach 10bb/100 over 100k games. I hope I am not too unrealistic on that. It is enough that I am unreallistic about my life
.
And off course I will chase my luck in MTTs.
Ok I will go more into goals and everything else in the next days. And i wanna give BIG THANKS to everyone who will follow my journey and encourage me. I hope I won't stap back anymore. I did it a lot in the past and I really don't wanna do it again.


SO THANKS TO ALL WHO WILL FOLLOW AND ENCOURAGE ME ON MY JOURNEY!



































