Long story short..last time i visited here i was grinding HUSNGs hypers... I did well but...i totally killed every single molecyle of the passion I had for poker. I stayed up too late slept too little worked too much had too many long business trips and cherry on top our 3rd kid saw the light last june...poker just felt shit. Even though i had committed lot of time and had made profits all the way to midstakes HUSNGs..i just collapsed..wanted to bleed my eyes out watching the cards flipflop on my screen...so I quit..cold turkey. Emptied the biddest account and lolbusoted the small bits i had playing HU cash....
Life changed lots of time on the evenings to do stuff i had not done in 3 years since i started poker with more serious attitude. Suddenly all the good times and laughs on Italian pokeridiots at everleaf 4max cash and all the awesome donks at iPoker HUSNGs felt so silly...did some trading and binary options. Ran small online marketing stuff..everything that didnt take too long and never found myself at 4am playing still with 2h to go till i had to get up for work.
Did some sportsbetting too and its good fun too after i found a food tips source. I didnt miss poker AT ALL! But...
...on december i Got email from PP and it said that they miss me and I should be at the party and feel it...so they had given me a free $5 stake. On new year after everyone had gone to bed i reinstalled PP and went to look around...I suddenly felt like I had come home...scary. Decided that i will just not get lured in again and I will proove that by playing the biggest leaking game i have in NL format FR SNGs. i opened up 2 tables...SNAP
Now my roll sits at $28 and I feel great (though I did buy $10 with my PPs). I even tried to go busto playing PLO sngs but like magic stayed on profit. So now with 28bi I have decided I will give these FR SNGs a go with what I have.
I will make goals too..
Long term.
1.Stop and walk away if the candle starts burning from both ends again.
2. Stop@busto
3. Buy and read Moshman's sng book (only investment allowed for the project before its payed back with profits)
Short term:
january 13
[] have fun
[x] 200 games
[] max 4 tables at a time
very mild goals. No guts and glory shit..been there done that.
Supersekrit goal that really don't matter
[] out of the micros before 2013
So lets see if i have now learned and rested enough to actually learn these suckers and go where i went with HUSNGs and beyond if possible. Tight is right!
Am gonna reinstall HM2 tonight but will try to concentrate on folding instead..might not even run it yet...dunno..well I'll try update this as often as possible.
Success for all! (unless u mah villain..)
xIx



