Hi!
My name is Lukasz and I forgot how to play poker :/
I’m Polish, but for last 5 years I’m living in uk and working here as Zamboni driver.
I played my first hands few years ago, never thinking seriously about game, always the minor reason for learning and playing poker for me was fun.
I’m winning player on zoom nl25FR on over 0,5kk sample, with 4bb/100. Last two months was quite hard for me, I was over 30BI under EV after playing 150k hands. I still was b/e, but I started to tilt a lot and whole fun side of poker disappear.
I decided to take few weeks brake, work on my mindset and try to do everything to make sure that tilt from poker table want affect my private life, what unfortunately was happening over last two months.
Now I will give myself one more chance, but in the same moment, when my run on poker tables will start to have any influence on my private life I will give up and find new hobby.
My bigger issue is tilt and laziness.. That’s why my first step, before I decided to come back on poker tables, was going thru “Treat your poker as a business” again.
For whole next week I will try to do everything to follow all LeatherAss tips and hopefully it will help me stay calm and come back on wright way, as ATM tilt came back again, as for last 30k hands after brake I’m not running to well:


I’m going on holiday on Friday for 10 days, I’m not planning to spend even a minute on poker tables in this time, but will try to go thru as many mindset books as possible to prepare myself for sick grind (sick for someone, who on top of poker is working fulltime, of course:D) without any symptoms of tilt.
I will also try to make some short and long term plans and follow them without silly excuses.
Plan for today – brake from poker tables, as last night cost me to much stress and I’m really angry, that again feelings took over from my brain on the tables.
Plan for next week: focused on analyzing my previous session and videos more, than on playing.
Longterm? Will see.