Looking at the BU with his not even 2BB, I'd also consider a fold here. Did you enter the scenario in HRC?
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I feel optimistic about the rest of the month.
Well, that's it. It seems like bad beats, dangerous big stacked madmen not willing to give up on garbage hands (and miraculously winning), Styx rivers and my wrong judgement are the land mines of my tournament life. But I AM CALM!
So, after crashing into a ton of the above mentioned mind boggling s**t, here is my ultimatum:
I will play and study poker intensively till 31st December 2018 and if I see no or little improvement in my game, bankroll, mindset I will wave frickin' goodbye to the poker tables, cutting every string that attaches me to it. I am not willing to pour my time and energy in a hollow bag and honestly it just feels like running into a wall.
GOALS - JUNE (update 2)
BR €160 / €300 (-€13)
MTT 180/200
Hands 799/10.000
Marathon / Live Poker 1/2
Study 10/20 days
It's time to really effing break it.
JUNE (end)
BR €146 / €300 (-€14)
MTT 235/200
Hands 799/10.000
Marathon / Live Poker 1/2
Study 13/20 days
So 235 MTTs and only losses. Disgusting. Maybe I'm impatient, unrealistic or poker just wasn't made for me.
July will be full of camps so I won't play too much, maybe a few afternoons, weekends. Don't know yet because Summer in Toledo is unforgiving and I won't get home too rested from the camp.
JULY
BR €250
MTT 70
Hands 4.000
Study 10 days
Along with my program and play schedule I'm also modifying my ultimatum: I'm playing 3 more months (end of September) and sayonara poker (mainly because a family talk about how dangerous poker is, I'm unable to play anymore at home and cannot afford to move out from my parents).