IAmGoingToSucceed

Originally posted by ZapOut
Lost overall to zoom already 23 buy-ins.
I can turn that around. I wont give up.

im not a nl but fl player but i think 50k normal tables should give a pretty good indication on whether or not your a winning player. for zoom im sure the number is higher because of how much faster the game is.

Originally posted by ZapOut
And how much sit&goes and tourneys ?

Basically you need to play thousands and thousands these games to determine whether you are winning player or not.

Hello.
I went broke. Got a little drunk. Deposited 100$ more, used aggressive bankroll and lost all.
No time to cry. It was my own stupid fault.
I will now deposit always 10$ until i go broke or reach high stakes of poker.
Start from new sheet. Alcohol free.
More disciplined.
Learn from mistakes and keep moving forward.
Is it possible to close&delete this thread, please ?
I would love to open up my blog, instead of this challenge post.

Originally posted by ZapOut
Hello.
I went broke. Got a little drunk. Deposited 100$ more, used aggressive bankroll and lost all.
No time to cry. It was my own stupid fault.
I will now deposit always 10$ until i go broke or reach high stakes of poker.
Start from new sheet. Alcohol free.
More disciplined.
Learn from mistakes and keep moving forward.
Is it possible to close&delete this thread, please ?
I would love to open up my blog, instead of this challenge post.

shit happens, don 't close It, It will be more interesting when you win wcoop me and look afterwards how you got drunk and lost 100 $ ♦

Lol yeah you are right paak
And thnx for support.
So yeah.
New me, new bankroll, new database ♠_cool:
Bankroll is 10.50$. And again, i will deposit always 10$ until i go broke or reach high stakes of poker.
I will update every time i double my money.
Happy grind fellas ! ♠_cool:

Its just that i would like to tell and share more stories about me, about my life and poker career.
Is it ok to use this thread as my blog or do i have to create my own blog in blogs section ?

Hi there ZapOut,

Since you are going to keep us informed of your progress, the blogs forum is a better place to do it and will get more visitors meaning more help for your game.

But please, just don't go donking it off after beers again! Please.

Best regards,

Mal.

Hey ZapOut,

If you want this thread to be your blog, just let us know and we'll move it to the blogs section.

Cheers

Laz

Yes, if you can just move it, it would be awesome thanks
Have done not poker yet, just my session reviews. Makes me sick to watch some spews, but hey, we will grow
I would like to share my ups and downs in my journey
I will learn try to learn poker only by watching my my game sessions. Trying to improve my game for the best i can. You have to know yourself before you can know others. To the stage where your decisions are correct and automatic. Managing your emotions well, having fun. Stop when you dont feel a like. Then when you reach that point you will gonna have extra time to observe and play other players. Manage good your bankroll, your moods. Eating healthy, exercise well. Poker is a lifestyle. Not an easy one i know. But i LOVE the way of it.
I could deposit more and play at higher stakes but im not doing it right now for money. Im doing well enough right now from my proper job, but always some extra would be nice of course I want to go through all the way, from very low to very high. I want to achieve success. I do i do it for myself, as well to support my family. Then maybe to get an education ? What do you think ? Well i know right know that you all probably gonna say that of course go and get that degree, and stuff. But can you say to me why it is so important ? I have a good a very good job right now, what i really love and i see probabilities to get bigger and have good future with it, but i really love poker as well. I know its hard. But so is life. It is never easy. So my question would be know, should i go to get a degree ? Yes degree, not education ? What is education ? I dont have a degree, but i have a lot experience from life itself. Seen a lot and experienced a lot. Yes and indeed i mean A LOT. Even at age as young i am, 21. I have not even been at army, and dont have education. But still i can talk, speak and write 4 different languages. Done martial arts seen young ages. Traveled a lot. Different kind of experience. So do i need that degree to success in poker, success in life ? Well, yes, but its a different kind of degree. Different kind of school. There are no one fits all. Here you still need to put hard work on and dedication in to it to succeed. With anything you want to succeed. I want to become martial arts trainer and achieve the level of big sharks in poker ♠_cool:
Do i need a degree from high school and should i go to army ? ♠_mad:

Originally posted by ZapOut
Yes, if you can just move it, it would be awesome thanks

Done!

Thank you !
So, lets get to the business. Bankroll is 10$. First i a gonna play NL2 zoom and normal cash tables everyday, until i lose 3 buyi-ins. I will buy-in always with 2$. I will not rebuy even if it goes lower than 50c. I will leave table when i reach 4 buy-ins. I want to master all, short, middle and deep stacks. So there are no limits when i stop if i win, but if i lose 3 buy-ins i will stop. Lets play like this for a while and see what comes up. I will grind some thousand hands and will try to get positive results from both formats, normal and zoom tables. Sounds easy. Should be easy

Changed my mind a little. I will not have any daily limit. I will play poker if im in mood and i feel exited of playing. Sometimes it will may end up losing only 1 buy in. Will be the loses like WTF you know ? And then be shocked for few second and will have just that feeling that you are not giving your full potential. Sometimes i will play all day long losing maybe 15 buy ins. Other days will play and win 20+ buy ins. Some days i will have more time and motivation to play, some days less. As we are playing poker as a hobby right now. And i dont really hurry to raise my levels soon. I want first make profit +100BB from both formats, cash and zoom. The road to high stakes of poker will be long. Lets say i would like to be professional poker player either before, or at least until i am 25. I like to make my challenges complicated and i like achievements I want to learn to know myself more and learn as many tricks to my pockets as possible. Pain makes You stronger, Fear makes You braver , Heartbreak makes You wiser.
So lets play. Lets learn, grow all together. This is game of no limit. It means it has no limits. Find the poker star in You. Read one day there where some guy blogging how he used to play with a 3-4 buy- in bankroll management and made up to 6k$ profit in a day . Sick fella, respect ! But as you can see, it is totally up to you. We are all dealt 2 cards, we all have the same amount of luck in long the term. But what will separate us from losers into winnners ? Skill. And the more skill we gather, the more lucky we will be. We will take different roads, open new doors, will get more opportunities to hit.
As long as you play your in your good aggressive lag rock solid tag style everything is fine ♠_cool: Whenever you turn into passive calling station maniac, you should stop immeadetly Or atleast take a pause or break as long as you need to go through your thoughts and feelings. You have to know yourself very well and be in full control of you, your mind, your body. Which is sometimes harder than you might think.
Anyway, i have a lot work to get done.