I've come back to poker and lost motivation so many times since those golden days of mid 2000's, making free money from freerolls. Here's how it goes: I make a smallish deposit at a poker site. First play some tournaments for recreation, then realize it's quite difficult to always stay focused for the whole duration. Neither do I have the bankroll to multi-table enough. Next I go for sit' n' go's, but realize that variance is going to kill me. Lastly I return to multi-tabling 6-max, beat it from nl-5 to nl-20. Then I hit a tiny downswing of 5-10 bins, either lose confidence or motivation, cash out and take interest in something else completely.
But this time is different. Maybe because I immediately got hit by variance after I started playing and now feel like I'm really being challenged. Maybe it's the motivation from the financial difficulties I'm in. I just had the worst 6 months of my life, maybe this new year has helped me somehow to begin recovering from my lifelong depression (,which going bankrupt would uncover, and is what I truly fear). Regardless, thousands of hands of no action, bad beats and tough calls only make me want to beat these limits faster and harder.
During my stints in poker I have studied the game and changed the way I play. I am an extremely fast learner, which is probably why I lack all motivation. Once I reach good enough or above average, I'm usually done or start fucking around. It's all because of impossible level of self-expectation, which I recognize but am unable to change since it's the way I've always felt about myself, and it's the way this world makes me feel.
So I am a recluse, and not the kind that replaces his social life with online forums. I don't have a social life. Duh, I don't have a life. Which is why improving my playing through this blog or these forums is destined to fail, again. But if this sudden burst of motivation is going to stay, I think it's worth a shot.
So for starters, since I never ever write down any goals for myself, I'm going to do it now:
[*] Join the Bankroll Challenge, from 50€ to 1000€, aim is to complete it in 2 months
[*] Have some kind of a schedule that has some studying, poker and physical exercise. I'm supposed to write my Bachelor's thesis this spring.This is the hard one, never done it in my life. Same goes for studying. Poker and exercising have both been at least on and off kind of things.
[*] Post around 5 hands with my weekly report and ask at least one specific poker related question every week.
[*] Play at least 4000 hands every day.
I'm going to play three or four tables of NL5 Speed Hold'em on iPoker. My actual bankroll is bigger, in case I need to make a deposit. But I doubt I need to. I gather enough PPP to unlock 6€ of bonus every day, so that alleviates the stress of going broke as well, a little bit.
Now on to my first question
I have HEM2. What kind of HUD information would you deem useful for speed poker at these stakes? I currently have it display VPIP, PFR, 3BET, 4BET, AGGRO. The 4 bet is there since I made some bad reads on an opponent based on his insane 3 bet %. Not sure why I thought it would be super useful in situations like that, but I feel it has been of some use in my preflop play.
And my first few hands:
Aces. About 200% of my losses this last week have been with pocket Aces and Kings. According to HEM the kings have been mostly just variance. But I'm not sure about the way I played some of those Aces. What kind of changes should I make in the way I play here? What kind of stats should I have on my opponent for shoving?
1.IPoker, $0.05/$0.10 No Limit Hold'em Cash, 6 Players
No stats on villain, turns out later he is a gigantic whale. From the Big Blind I'd expect the average player to reraise SB with 10/10 and JJ and to fold anything like this. Is this a false assumption? Not sure why I didn't shove on the flop.
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Hero (SB): $38.23 (382.3 bb)
BB: $16.09 (160.9 bb)
UTG: $10.81 (108.1 bb)
MP: $4.25 (42.5 bb)
CO: $12.37 (123.7 bb)
BTN: $9.90 (99 bb)
Preflop: Hero is SB with A
A![]()
4 folds, Hero raises to $0.30, BB calls $0.20
Flop: ($0.60) T
3
J
(2 players)
Hero bets $0.60, BB raises to $2.40, Hero calls $1.80
Turn: ($5.40) 4
(2 players)
Hero checks, BB bets $5.40, Hero calls $5.40
River: ($16.20) 8
(2 players)
Hero checks, BB bets $7.99, Hero calls $7.99
Results:
Spoiler
$32.18 pot ($2.00 rake)
Final Board: T
3
J
4
8
Hero mucked A
A
and lost (-$16.09 net)
BB showed 3
J
and won $30.18 ($14.09 net)
2.IPoker, $0.05/$0.10 No Limit Hold'em Cash, 6 Players
Just Villain is 22/13, aggro 2.1. His limp threw me off. I just don't see a hand I would play like that that would have hit the flop, maybe like 10,8 suited?? On the other hand, if he limps with an overpair from sb hoping the bb gets something, it might be if not a good one, a possible play.
IPoker, $0.05/$0.10 No Limit Hold'em Cash, 6 Players
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SB: $11 (110 bb)
Hero (BB): $11.18 (111.8 bb)
UTG: $4.51 (45.1 bb)
MP: $10.45 (104.5 bb)
CO: $10 (100 bb)
BTN: $10.11 (101.1 bb)
Preflop: Hero is BB with A
A![]()
UTG calls $0.10, 3 folds, SB completes, Hero raises to $0.50, UTG folds, SB calls $0.40
Flop: ($1.10) T
T
2
(2 players)
SB checks, Hero bets $0.77, SB calls $0.77
Turn: ($2.64) 3
(2 players)
SB checks, Hero bets $2.64, SB raises to $5.28, Hero raises to $9.91 and is all-in, SB calls $4.45 and is all-in
River: ($22.10) 6
(2 players, 2 are all-in)
Results:
Spoiler
$22.10 pot ($1.47 rake)
Final Board: T
T
2
3
6
SB showed 2
2
and won $20.63 ($9.63 net)
Hero mucked A
A
and won $0.00 (-$11 net)
3.IPoker, $0.05/$0.10 No Limit Hold'em Cash, 4 Players
I'm not sure if this is a miss play on my part. I think there are plenty of weaker draws he might shove with. Villain is 28/26 with aggro of 5,0.
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SB: $5.33 (53.3 bb)
BB: $10.49 (104.9 bb)
CO: $15.42 (154.2 bb)
Hero (BTN): $18.06 (180.6 bb)
Preflop: Hero is BTN with A
A![]()
CO folds, Hero raises to $0.30, SB folds, BB calls $0.20
Flop: ($0.65) T
7
9
(2 players)
BB bets $0.35, Hero raises to $1.10, BB raises to $2.60, Hero raises to $16.80, BB calls $7.59 and is all-in
Turn: ($21.03) Q
(2 players, 1 is all-in)
River: ($21.03) 6
(2 players, 1 is all-in)
Results:
Spoiler
$21.03 pot ($1.40 rake)
Final Board: T
7
9
Q
6
BB showed J
T
and won $19.63 ($9.14 net)
Hero mucked A
A
and lost (-$10.49 net)
4. IPoker, $0.05/$0.10 No Limit Hold'em Cash, 4 Players
Here I put him on an overpair since just calling with trips seems like a weak play to me as it should be obvious I have an overpair. Villain is 28/23 & 5,4 aggro.
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SB: $10.10 (101 bb)
BB: $10 (100 bb)
Hero (CO): $13.14 (131.4 bb)
BTN: $10 (100 bb)
Preflop: Hero is CO with A
A![]()
Hero raises to $0.30, BTN calls $0.30, SB calls $0.25, BB folds
Flop: ($1) 6
8
3
(3 players)
SB checks, Hero bets $1, BTN calls $1, SB folds
Turn: ($3) 4
(2 players)
Hero bets $2.10, BTN calls $2.10
River: ($7.20) K
(2 players)
Hero bets $3.60, BTN raises to $6.60 and is all-in, Hero calls $3.00
Results:
Spoiler
$20.40 pot ($1.36 rake)
Final Board: 6
8
3
4
K
Hero mucked A
A
and lost (-$10 net)
BTN showed 8
8
and won $19.04 ($9.04 net)
